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death inspires me (like a dog inspires a rabbit) by fingonsradharp
Fandoms: Breaking Bad, Better Call Saul (TV)
24 Apr 2026
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Nacho definitely remembered dying.
He remembered holding a gun to Bolsa’s head, knowing that even if he pulled the trigger, he would be gunned down in an instant.
He hadn’t wanted to give those assholes the satisfaction of shooting him. He did it himself.
He thought he might remember being dead. There was definitely a sense that time had passed. But… his death had been quick. There was no light at the end of a tunnel; his life hadn’t flashed before his eyes. He had pulled the trigger, and then he was gone. He hadn’t even had time to register the sound of the gunshot.
But when he finally managed to claw his way out of the dirt that covered him, he was alone. No Salamancas, no Fring and his goons, no Bolsa.
And there was a sense of… blackness, he supposed. Like when you wake up after sleeping; even when you can’t remember any dreams, your mind knows that time has passed.
It felt a little like that.
(Nacho wakes up in the desert more than four years after his death. With the Salamancas' iron grip on the drug trade gone, he meets Jesse Pinkman and Walter White.)
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11 Mar 2025
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I Don't Know Anything, But I Know I Miss You by sankt_calcifer
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
07 Jan 2024
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"Every time Eddie Munson ran, he thought of Steve Harrington. Every time he saw a cassette tape or stared at the shoebox hidden in the back of his closet for too long, he remembered his face. He thought of Steve over plates of French toast with whipped cream. He thought of him while he stood in a mirror and flattened his chest until he looked "natural." He thought of him whenever he felt like running.
Steve and 'Betty.' Something he'd never get back."Or:
Steve and Eddie used to be best friends. Then, Eddie had to run. Will an evil nightmare-fueled wizard and impending apocalypse bring them back together?
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06 Aug 2024
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Soulmate AU where the person initials are on your wrist. But what happen when a trans person changes their name?
This wasn’t a thought that occurred to a nine year old Steve in Hawkins in the 70s. So when JM becomes EM he kind of freaks out. What the hell did he do to cause his soulmate to change? Spoiler alert… nothing. Because it was never about Steve.
(Two silly boys don’t realise their love is requited because insecurities suck). -
the best tears of your life by Bananmos
Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF, Minecraft (Video Game)
02 Sep 2023
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Running was all he was good at. He was a master at evading his own troubles, leaving them in the dust to never be dealt with. ”Toms? It’s three in the morning.” Wilbur’s voice crackled through his phone, and Tommy wanted nothing more than to cry.
”Hey.” He whispered out, any and all possible responses slipping through his fingers. The feeling he had been evading for weeks – months? – swinging back with full force.
(chapter-specific trigger warnings will be at the start of each chapter)
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- Part 1 of i love you, i’m trying
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28 Sep 2023
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If I Lie, Maybe I'll Believe It by weepingvirtue
Fandoms: Minecraft (Video Game), Video Blogging RPF, Dream SMP
05 Sep 2022
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At sixteen years old, Tommy knew so many things.He knew that people were predictable and selfish. He knew not to trust, not to take, and not to get comfortable for too long. He knew that the concept of family was as fake as the highlights in his last foster mother's hair.
Tommy had known for years that life was painful and had no extra love for some ratty foster kid like him. He knew that it was him and his copy of The Odyssey against the whole world. He knew that he only had to survive long enough to make it to his eighteenth birthday before he could escape.
But when Tommy ends up fostered in the Watson household completely by chance, he finds that maybe he never knew anything in the first place.
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or, the one in which Tommy Innit has never really experienced love, family, or belonging, and is suddenly surrounded by it all at once.
Now available in Ukrainian here!Series
- Part 1 of Corrupting untruth
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07 Apr 2023