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how to fall (how to fly) by brucethecat
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
17 Jul 2026
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It has been years since anyone has heard from Shane Hollander after he left the League during the Covid-19 pandemic. Ilya Rozanov lives day-to-day: eating, sleeping, playing hockey, and being haunted by his memories of the kind Canadian man he had slowly fallen in love with.
When travel restrictions finally lift, Ilya gets in his car and starts driving.
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04 Jul 2026
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What if Harrison didn't betray Solomon and didn't tell Fenris the truth?
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24 Jan 2026
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Sound of sirens, rush of pain (I almost thought I heard you call my name) by 17darwinism
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 Dec 2025
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"He imagined Shane would be similarly unforgiving if Ilya took his own
life. Not that Ilya ever would. Unless he couldn’t help it." (The Long Game)or,
Two years after being diagnosed with depression, Ilya wants to commit suicide.
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- Part 1 of Please, God, I'm finally loved
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23 Jan 2026
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It was supposed to be controlled, a hundred pounds and done. Somewhere between the bakeries, the bad habits, and the denial, Harry has to decide if he’s in control of his body… or if his body’s already calling the shots.
(Honest it’s kind of a crack fic tbf & I’m bad with summaries)
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16 Nov 2025
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Moving to Florida would be a fresh start, he’d promised himself. Moving to Florida would mean leaving behind the country that made him sick- that kept him there, tightroped between disease and healing for so long. It would mean holding himself accountable because he doesn’t want his best friends to know he’s dealing with this, or to worry for him. And he never expected it to be easy. He knows how hard it is- he’s had years to learn how hard it is- but he hadn’t expected this. Or maybe, he had.
WARNING: This work contains descriptions of eating disorder behaviors. There are no mentions of numbers or graphic descriptions of bodies, but there will be references to appearance and weight gain/loss.
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- Part 1 of The Road Goes Away From Here
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19 Mar 2023