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Delusional, this entire thing. Like some Make-A-Wish dream. I'm going to kill myself tomorrow; here's what I'd like for my last day on this mortal plane. To be fucked by a man who hasn't seen him that way in years. To stand in the shower and have someone wash his hair. To eat one last breakfast. To be held. And Jack, pitying him, still, because Robby's always been the one of the two of them who can't handle shit.
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02 Jun 2026
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It's perfectly normal for Jack to want Robby to find a therapist. He's just being a good friend.
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20 Apr 2026
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Around six in the morning, Ellis expertly places a chest tube in a thirty-seven-year-old stabbing victim, and when Jack leans over to inspect it, he is staring straight into the jagged, bloody hole in Private Milton's ribcage. The lights in T2 flicker and Jack can hear the whip of heavy canvas walls as a brutal storm rips across the desert. Milton is the one Jack had no chance of putting back together but he still tried. Fifty-five minutes of rapid infusion and internal cardiac massage and then he had called it, Milton's flat, empty heart in his hand.
Jack doesn't flinch while looking into the abyss of flesh and bone but he does lie to Ellis. "Looks good. Monitor the output, grab me after CT or if he goes south."
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10 Mar 2026
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“So,” he says. “You struck out with your date and figured you’d come around my place, see if you could salvage the night? I’ll have you know, I’m not like the other girls. I won’t put out for anything less than Tiffany’s.”
Let Robby joke. Jack will answer him honestly.
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10 Mar 2026
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“I thought you were leaving tonight,” Jack says, finally, giving in first because that is how it usually goes. He takes a sip from his bottle, the beer foamy and cold in his mouth.
“I was,” Robby says.
“But?” Jack prompts.
Robby shrugs. It looks tight, a little forced. “I changed my mind,” he says
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08 Mar 2026