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The ballet dancer’s soft voice breaks through the buzzing black and white static that fills Jisung’s mind.
“Hello.”
“Ahh–” Jisung stumbles over himself for a moment, chewing his lip to get himself in order. “I’m Han Jisung, born in 2000. It's nice to meet you.”
Well. Shit. As if he needed anymore proof of how limited his ‘gift with words’ truly was. He shouldn’t have left the house, he clearly can’t be in society.
The dancer’s face lights up in amusement. “Wow, so formal and polite. I’m Minho.”
Minho’s smirk shifts again like mercury.
No, Jisung corrects himself, Minho feels too assured to be quicksilver.
It’s like the seasons. Like the spring melt. A change that brings relief. A shift so steady it feels stablising
Or: Jisung is a poet experiencing major writer's block. He goes out to find inspiration when he finds the ballet dancer Minho.
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20 Jan 2026
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From closer, it’s clear that Minho is about his age. He’s handsome— very much so— in an untouchable sort of way. Straight nose, sharp eyes, a defined cupid’s bow. He looks sculpted rather than born. Jisung might shrink under the weight of his presence if the situation were different.
Knowing that Minho is dying ruins the illusion of perfection.
Jisung answers an ad online reading: "I'm going to die, but there's a lot of things I haven't done yet that I don't want to do alone."
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08 Apr 2025
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Chan finds out Jisung watches porn. He's normal about it.
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03 Feb 2025
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He always talks to Jisung differently than he does everyone else. To the younger idols that they work with, he’s loud and encouraging. To their other members, he’s thoughtful and patient. Hell, even with Chan, he speaks softly because Chan has a million other things he has to deal with at all times and Changbin doesn’t want to put any more stress on his plate.
The words dig into his tongue like barbed wire, but he speaks them anyway — soft and hesitant, but still loud enough to be heard. “Why do you treat everyone else differently than the way you treat me?”
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or: jisung wishes changbin would treat him as softly as he does everyone else. changbin loves jisung much more than he'll ever realize.
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01 Feb 2025
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Jisung doubles down before Seungmin can make up his mind and say no. “Give me a chance to woo you. For however long we’re contracted to see each other, I’ll make you fall in love with me. You’re going to love me so much. A stupid amount. As much as I love you.”
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23 Jan 2025