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park gyujin tries to draw a line between himself and seongjun, over and over again. no matter how many times he does, the line never stays where he puts it.
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Seongjun never spoke about it. Not about how much it hurt. Not about needing help. Certainly not to apologize. He never said sorry— not because he didn’t know where to begin, but because he refused to begin at all.
Gyujin didn’t want an apology anyway. Even if Seongjun cried, even if he begged, Gyujin knew he would never forgive him.
Just as he assumed Seongjun would never forgive him for shooting that bullet through his chest.
(or, alternatively, soulmate au where they can feel eachother’s past pain)
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three times gyujin chooses to stay, and one time he asks seongjun to.
(+ one time seongjun chooses to stay, and about 50 times he begs gyujin to)
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Finding out about Juntae’s engagement was tough, very tough, but it was absolutely nothing compared to getting a frilly wedding invitation in the mail a few months later.
“You are cordially invited as an honorable guest to attend the wedding of Seo Juntae & Geum Seungje”.
Hyuntak read it once, and then again before stuffing the card back in its envelope. He tried to ignore the way his heart clawed against his rib cage- desperately, unrelentingly. But ignoring it only made him feel worse.
OR: Hyuntak travels back in time for a second chance with his first love.
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three times juntae accepts hyuntak’s emotionally avoidant behaviour and one time he doesn’t need to
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Kim Sunoo, the rookie idol with already a handful of viral hits under his belt, has a little secret—he’s been a die hard fan of Jang Wonyoung ever since high school.
Today is a big day: the start of promotions for his new single “XO”, kicking off with a backstage interview at Music Bank with none other than the goddess herself. Plus that other MC dude she’s paired with, the figure skater…Park Sungjoon? Or was it Sungho? Sunoo can’t remember his name.
or, Park Sunghoon’s biggest mistake is listening to self-proclaimed love guru Wonyoung’s advice regarding his not-so-little crush on the idol that’s the human embodiment of sunshine.
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09 Jun 2026
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Good practice, Sunghoon mouths into the blanket. What does that mean?
He listens as Sunoo’s breathing slowly evens out and tries to match his own to the rhythm, but he still isn’t tired, Sunoo’s words circling the drain in his mind over and over again. Do people kiss just for practice? Sunghoon knows people kiss just because they want to have sex or whatever—he’s not an idiot—but practice has never entered his mind as a possibility.
Sunghoon asks Sunoo to be his first kiss.
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08 Jun 2026
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Sunghoon doesn't know when his feelings started to change.
First, he was staring longer. Harder. At the curve of Sunoo's face, the softness of his legs, and the slope of his eyes.
Then, he had the urge to touch him. Poke him, hug him, randomly ruffle his hair--you name it.
Now, he wants to be with him. Romantically. But there's one problem... Sunoo doesn't seem to want anything to do with him.Or,
Sunghoon realizes he's too harsh on Sunoo, and does everything he can to fix it.
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08 Jun 2026
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Everyone knows about Sunghoon's crush on Kim Sunoo - the members, the staff, the fans. Everyone, except for Kim Sunoo himself.
Sunghoon has decided it's about time he does something to change that.
So, for the first time in his life, Sunghoon seeks Jay's advice.
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06 Jun 2026
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“Right, Sunoo! Did you know that Sunghoon here is getting married?!” She hears Jungwon announce.
Sunoo’s eyes went in their direction. Sweet smile still on his lips, he glances down at their linked arms.
“Congratulations, Sunghoon.”
Sooha walks through the memory lane of Sunghoon and Sunoo’s past when she finds a scarlet box inside Sunghoon’s closet.
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05 Jun 2026