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Mydei chuckles, shameless in his reverie, “Then defeat me with all you have, Deliverer. Send me to my knees.”
His movements become more erratic, though not uncontrolled, and Khaslana easily matches his pace. He stays silent save for the occasional grunt, but Mydei’s jabs become more frequent, more self-indulgent.
“That’s it, Deliverer, you always listen so well,” he taunts, voice dripping with fervor, “just like that. Do it to me just like that.”
or, a familiar scene between Mydei and Khaslana—one that he's forced to live through every single cycle
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i'll still be there ('cause i've got nowhere else) by nayuhui
Fandoms: 崩坏:星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
07 Jul 2025
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It’s become too much to handle.
He allows it to overtake him, lets his eyes go half-lidded; unseeing yet seeing everything all at once. The air blowing past his ears drowns out all other sound, the very space around him biting into his skin.
Foolishly, he puts all his trust in Phainon’s hands. How he once trusted Hephaestion with every facet of his being, he now extends that same privilege to Phainon. It’s not a matter of hoping that Phainon will wordlessly pick up on what Mydei wishes he could say, it’s having complete faith in knowing that he will.
Or, Phainon and Mydei navigating something they've got no name for.
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“I’m sorry, Aglaea,” his murmur is a scratchy and weak thing, yet he has no doubt Aglaea heard him. “Did Tribbie tell you where to find me?”
A delicate hand settles in his white locks, seemingly uncaring for how greasy they must feel. “Though I may be blind, the tremors of your heart do not lie, Phainon.” She scratches at his scalp, eliciting a full-body shudder. “I could pick out the sound of your strings from thousands.”
or, Aglaea caring for Phainon in a way only a mother could
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wasting time stuck here like me by nayuhui
Fandoms: 崩坏:星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
27 May 2025
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“Cyrene,” he breathes out, still not fully with it, “what brings you all the way out here?”
Her head tilts with a cheeky smile, “Little ironic, asking me that. How many times has Uncle Hieronymus told you to not venture out too far on your own?” she straightens back up, one of her hands moving to ruffle his hair. “But never mind that - if you must know, I was goofing around with the faeries, and, well - this white mop of yours is hard to miss.”
or, a bit of siblingism between Phainon and Cyrene before the destruction of Aedes Elysiae
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Silence is a thing to be treasured when you call the eccentric city of New Eridu your home. Up high, on one of the top floors of their apartment building, Hugo and Vivian spend most nights together in a peaceful kind of quiet - a rare break from their otherwise hectic day-to-day life. They’d try some new brand of tea Vivian found in a quaint, little shop located in a forgotten corner of Janus Quarter or the two of them would peruse the Inter-Knot for new art pieces to decorate their home with.
Tonight’s atmosphere, however, is nearly as oppressive as the bustling streets below, the words left unsaid between them loud enough to make his already sensitive ears buzz.
Or, the conversation between Vivian and Hugo post 1.7 that really should've happened but unfortunately never did
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It's so cold and tight and hellishly suffocating, Mydei's so close to breaking he could cry. He's an alpha, born to dominate others, and yet he' s chosen to let his dear Phainon lock away his desire and use him however he wants.
Unfortunately, he didn't account for his rut, and how much more painful this arrangement becomes when he's swollen and drunk on his own hormones.
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14 Feb 2026
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Mydei’s Guide to Training Samoyeds by femyphai
Fandoms: 崩坏:星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
31 Jan 2026
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"After a while, the pup associates obedience with positive outcomes, which leads to a repetition in wanted behavior," Mydei continues. "The click must only be pressed after compliance, not a moment before."
Phainon blinks as she watches Mydei say, hand. The puppy reaches her paw out, placing it on Mydei's palm. Click. A treat, a murmur of praise. Good, good, good.
"Sit up," Mydei demands. Phainon doesn't even recognize what she's doing until seconds later; tomato-faced at the dawning realization that she'd straightened her own spine, slightly, at Mydei's words. A flutter in her chest when that click sounds, and Mydei coos, "Good puppy."
And, well, Phainon is ridiculously, profoundly, severely fucked.
Phainon has been dropping by the pet shelter Mydei volunteers at often, and seems to have discovered something new about herself along the way.
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07 Feb 2026
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to the me in your memory by Intensely_Reading
Fandoms: 崩坏:星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
30 Jun 2025
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“I didn’t do anything wrong, did I?”
“You didn’t,” Mydei says, his gaze averting from Phainon. He takes a deep breath, steeling himself. “You did nothing wrong, Phainon.”
“Then… what do we need to talk about?” He watches Phainon take a hesitant step forward. Mydei curses, frustrated, and jerks his head up.
“I think we should take a break.”
(These days, Mydei wonders if he's been living under the shadow of his past self all this time.)
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05 Jan 2026
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“Intra-Cognition is null. Responds only to destructive stimuli.”
The sentence barely registers in Mydei’s mind as he stares at the shadow of the man who was once Phainon, who sits completely still in a chair, dull eyes staring sightlessly ahead.
“Damage to mind function detected… Possibly irreversible…”
The Antikytheran-like man continues reading through the digitized logs impartially, as if merely reciting a speech. But every single word he says drives another stake into Mydei’s heart.
Mydeimos the Undying scarcely bowed his head, rarely lowered himself onto his knees, and never, ever begged. And yet he finds himself doing all three things now, before the broken shell of his beloved.
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Irontomb’s birth is prevented, and Amphoreus is saved. But it’s at great cost to Phainon, whose psyche finally crumbled under the devastating damage to his mind, body, and heart.
But Mydei and the other Chrysos Heirs will not accept this outcome. For what is a dawn without the sun?
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- Part 5 of agápē
- Part 1 of To See the Sun Again
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03 Jan 2026
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come write your name for me by liangzhi
Fandoms: 崩坏:星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
18 Dec 2025
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For a moment, all Mydei does is stare. He wants to see Phainon drop that veneer of professionalism. He wants to see what Phainon's real laugh looks like. He wants to see Phainon, truly see him without all the shine and glamour obscuring his vision.
Slowly, deliberately, so that his intentions can't possibly be misread, Mydei says, "If you have nowhere else to be, you could come over to my place."
Or, Phainon is the Flame-Chase's top-rated host, five consecutive years and counting, and Mydei can't seem to keep his eyes off him.
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27 Dec 2025

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