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    He'd screamed back at Ben only once, mourning sharp and fresh on both their breaths against each others faces only inches from each other, desperate for him to understand that Peter wished it had been himself on that pavement divinely punished for an argument he could hardly even remember but would gladly die for if it meant May would have walked and how he still wished he were dead day after day because to see her empty shoes untouched upon the doorstep was worse than dying and he'd kill himself a thousand times to bring her back but how dare he suggest that Peter would be happier any other way than with them both.

    And Ben had slapped him, then—and Peter thinks for the first time that perhaps he had lost them both after all.
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    Aunt May goes after Peter that night, and neither Peter nor Ben were quite the same after that. Good and evil are just words. Monster. Martyr. Mortal. Other nouns and adjectives that don't really mean anything at all. Peter is like a definition. Ben is a passing thought. Tony Stark is an exclamation point.

    And life is one big, glaring question mark.

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    25 Jun 2026

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    Peter was alone, mid-way through an existential crisis after the Erasure™ and was dreading the upcoming month of May.

    Jason was sick of people telling him how he felt. ‘You don’t need us anymore,’ Artemis had told him, as if saying it would make it true. As if Jason needed someone to justify keeping them around. But three weeks back in Gotham and all Jason felt was fucking bored and lonely.

    It was a relief, then, when some random New Yorker was thrown into his living room through a portal straight out of some LSD daydream.

    Finally, something interesting to deal with.

    Cue some wild family misunderstandings, criminal conspiracies and cults.

    Because there’s always a goddamn cult.

    (Portuguese translation available; Spanish translation available)

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    24 Jun 2026

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    Peter's life after the Erasure was quite shit for a while, if we're being completely honest. But now, four years after the spell, he's finally gotten his life in order and is having a grand old time as Spider-Man.

    It's truly a shame those wizards had to come along and send him through that weird portal. Oh well, he'll just have to lay low for a while until he figures out how to get back to his own universe. If only it wasn't for this guy that keeps tracking him down.

    Or: Peter Parker gets sent to Gotham. Somehow, he manages to get himself a roommate and several friends along the way.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    Peter wakes up to green. He died. But he's alive. And in another universe too, neat.

    He breaks out of the glass tube He was in, goes feral, attacking the scientists that had him locked up. He has turned into more of a spider, he never used to have fangs or venom.

    The door gets broken down while Peter's jaws are still clamped down on a quickly fading flailing kidnapper. It's Red Hood.

    Red Hood takes in the situation and decides to take Peter, keep him at a safe house, under lock and key, away from the bats, who had gotten to the Lazura's pit just after Jason had left.

    Peter tries to accept these new changes and this new universe, knowing that there was almost absolutely no way back. And no one would look for him either. At least he has Jason.

    But the bats break into the safe house Pete's staying at and immedietly assume that Peter is Jason's bf. Anytime they try to deny it, it just feeds into their assumption.

    Oh well.

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    29 May 2026

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    He dies on a warehouse floor.
    Then he wakes up buried six feet deep.
    suddenly hes in a new universe, somewhere brighter, happier, an ideal world if that could ever exist. Tony Stark's alive, May's alive, and Peter Parker is already dead here.
    So he exists in a life that remembers him as a boy who didn’t survive, while carrying ten years of another world where he did.
    Two timelines. One body.
    Everything's different, and what's worse is Peter's different; he's not the thirteen-year-old they lost, and they aren't the people Peter lost either.

    (or: older canon Peter Parker wakes up in the ideal fanon Avengers universe where everyone survived except him, and nothing about being alive again feels like a second chance.)

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    29 May 2026