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    “Who are you talking to?” Sveta is looking with a raised eyebrow, at Ilya’s delighted face.

    “Ah, I am talking to my catfish.”

    “What do you mean, your catfish?” Ilya angles the phone so Sveta can see the shirtless picture on the screen.

    “This guy is pretending to be Shane Hollander on Grindr. It’s pretty funny. He’s cropped the face out, but he’s using pictures from the billboard next to my apartment.”

    Or: Ilya Rozanov is sure he's being catfished- why would the real Shane Hollander be on Grindr, talking to random university of Ottawa students? But the more he talks to Wayne, the more he starts to like him, and the more he wishes Wayne would just come clean so they can finally be together.

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    27 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander is the Associate Press' rising star photojournalist. Ilya Rozanov is a war-torn Reuters photojournalist, with Pulitzers to show for it. They should not be matching on Grindr, fucking on assignment, or spending so much time together while the world burns (politically and literally) around them. And yet.

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    Across the top of Ilya’s screen, a small banner read: 1 guy within 15 feet.

    Ah, fresh meat. The Hill was not so secretly Grindr central, so he wasn’t that surprised. Plenty of old farts on the DL, trapped in a homophobic political box of their own making, desperate for some dick. Curious who this one might be, Ilya tapped it open. The profile loaded after several annoying pop-up ads. It was not, much to his pleasant surprise, an old incumbent. It was Shane Hollander.

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    25 Jun 2026

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    Twenty years after everything fell apart, Shane Hollander is on the cusp of becoming MLH Commissioner when Ilya Rozanov walks into his office and back into his life.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    “Shane, this is Ilya Rozanov.”

    For a world-ending moment, it felt like the ground was falling out from beneath him. The hand he’d been extending to greet the new bodyguard froze in midair, a stab of panic jolting through his entire body.

    Because it was the man from the night before. The man he’d slept with.

    (Shane Hollander is the son of the Canadian prime minister. He is also the captain of his college hockey team. This obscene balancing act is seemingly going just fine, until he accidentally hooks up with his new bodyguard one night at the bar.)

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    14 Jun 2026