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Fourteen became fifteen became sixteen became seventeen, and every year that passed marked another year of anger, of rage, of mourning, of violence that was never the answer but always seemed to solve his problems anyways.
Or: Soulmates can't hurt each other. Shane believes in them like a bedtime story: a nice idea, but that's all. Ilya doesn't believe it's possible for love not to hurt. His fascination with Shane Hollander has absolutely nothing at all to do with the push and pull soulmates are rumored to share.
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- Part 2 of pull it to the light
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In one single word, Shane knows. He knows the weight of Ilya’s exhaustion. He knows the courage it takes Ilya to admit the truth. It’s something Shane will never take for granted.
Shane Week Day 7 (Free Day/Sickfic): Sometimes, they just need to accept a helping hand.
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- Part 7 of shane week 2026
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Shane reads the speech he prepared and remembers none of it. Ilya, at his side, captivates their audience with a smile and says his piece. All Shane registers is the way Ilya presses his foot against Shane’s at the podium.
Shane Week Day 6 (Pining): Shane and Ilya host a fundraiser for the Irina Foundation. They can look, but they can't touch. God, do they want to touch.
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- Part 6 of shane week 2026
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It shouldn’t be so painful, and yet Shane’s chest hurts seeing his two closest friends sit so stiffly across from him. When did they let it get so bad between them?
Shane Week Day 5 (Missing Scene): Shane, JJ, and Hayden finally talk.
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- Part 5 of shane week 2026
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“So, let me get this straight. You’ve been having sex with this guy for the last seven years. You’ve been with other people, too? And he’s the one you can’t stop thinking about? Have you considered that you might be soulmates?”
Shane Week Day 4 (AU): Soulmates aren't able to physically hurt each other, but hockey is a contact sport where sometimes violence IS the answer. That means they can't possibly be soulmates. Right? Right.
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- Part 4 of shane week 2026
- Part 1 of pull it to the light
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thought it was a halo around me
had me by the neck, so hard to breathe
could it be? i'm free, i'm free, i'm free, i'm free, i —
pull it to the light so you can see
every single fucked up piece of me
could it be? i'm free, i'm free, i'm free, i —free, beartooth
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the superhero/vigilante zukka au no one asked for that i'm writing anyways by cougarlips
Fandom Avatar: The Last Airbender, Avatar: The Last Airbender (Cartoon 2005)
24 Sep 2025
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STiL au by cougarlips
Fandom Compilation of Final Fantasy VII, Final Fantasy VII, Final Fantasy VIII, Kingdom Hearts (Video Games)
12 Feb 2024
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the "zuko is a freedom fighter" canon divergent jetko au no one asked for by cougarlips
Fandom Avatar: The Last Airbender
28 Feb 2020
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set ambiguously after zuko alone and him going off on his own to embark on his own journey, and he probably met jet, smellerbee, and longshot on the road after their run-in w aang and the gaang. zuko goes by li and jet keeps the fact that he knew the avatar a secret. that's all i got lol
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who will love a little sparrow by weeb_grass
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Jun 2026
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Spring of 2016: Ilya loses a father.
Summer of 2016: Ilya loses a brother.
Fall of 2016: Ilya gains a daughter, a lover, and a friend.
Or: another "what if Ilya gained custody of his niece" fic.
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02 Jul 2026
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The Rozanov Bratva has ruled Boston for decades under one absolute law: the name endures.
On the night of pakhan Grigori Rozanov’s seventy-first birthday, Ilya—the reluctant heir, the second son—watches that law cost him everything.
Rape/non-con not between MCs.
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02 Jul 2026
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Closer to where you are (is where I must be) by sistercacao
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Jun 2026
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“Ilya, what are we gonna do?” Shane says.
Ilya finishes whatever he has been doing on his phone, and tosses it gently to the bed beside him. He crosses the room to Shane, stands in front of him, squeezes into his shoulders with his big hands, rubbing them like he means to warm them up.
“Looks like we will have a little vacation,” he says, with a big obnoxious grin.
Boston and Montreal are sent to Paris to play against each other in an exhibition series in January 2017. Ilya and Shane decide to stay in Paris for one more night. Just one more night, so they can talk. Maybe finally understand each other.
They aren't expecting a volcano to erupt in Iceland and close all the airspace in Europe, leaving them stranded there. Together.
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21 Jun 2026
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to protect my infancy by freddysteadygo (glovesandsteeringwheel)
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
17 Jun 2026
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Hayden Pike's mother left when he was seven. She didn't come back. This, really, was not important, because Hayden built a family and a life and was happy - until it was important, when Laura Newfield (formerly Pike) reached out with a letter and an address. For Hayden, the question was whether whatever his mom had to say to him after all this time could tell him something about the parts of himself that he didn't quite understand and had never wanted to understand. How this ended up with him and Ilya Rozanov on the road to find these answers together, he wasn't entirely sure.
or - Hayden goes on an odyssey of exploring his relationship with his mother, with Ilya as his guide.
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- Part 1 of The Hayden Pike Cinematic Universe
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19 Jun 2026
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So Shane Hollander is, how do you say in English, a dirty little thief. A clothing thief, to be precise. Ilya can't say he saw that coming, but he also can't pretend he's all that mad about it.
His shirt looks good on his Shane. On Shane. On Hollander.
Right. His shirt looks good on Hollander.
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- Part 1 of my heated rivalry anon fics
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Bookmarked by cougarlips
17 Jun 2026