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    In 2022, Ilya wakes up in a hospital in Ottawa with no memory of how he got there. He has hazy recollections of 2015, but he can't remember anything about the past seven years. He is shocked to learn he is now married to Shane Hollander, a fact that forces him to reconcile the decisions of his past self with the expectations he inherited from his father.
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    “I have this for you.” Hollander reached into his pocket, pulling out something gold, glinting under the cold hospital lighting. Holding his fist out, Hollander unfurled his hand, and the bottom fell out of Ilya’s heart, cratering through his stomach and spilling onto the floor.

    Shane Hollander stood before him, palm outstretched, cradling Irina Rozanova’s golden crucifix.

    Ilya flinched back, like he had been burned. Hollander’s warmth had moved too close, too fast, morphing into a threat and a violation. Hollander should not have that cross.

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    Zanka stands before his reflection, looks at the dread cuffs in his tassel earrings— a gift from Jabber.

    He is unsure if he should keep them on or not.

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    01 Nov 2025

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    You see, to the locals, The Cleaners was nothing more than a humble odd-jobs company. Need your lawn mowed? Pipes fixed? A missing cat found? They had you covered, no questions asked. They were the kind of workers you barely noticed, slipping in and out of neighbourhoods, blending into the background.

    But when the sun went down and the shop doors closed, The Cleaners became something else entirely. Behind locked doors and soundproofed walls, they ran an underground investigation, gathering intel, tracking movements, and dismantling The Raiders. The ruthless gang tightening its grip on the city.

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    They locked eyes.

    Both breathing hard.

    Bruised. Bleeding. Still not letting go.

    Jabber’s face was inches from his. “You fight like you’re trying to convince yourself you don’t like this.”

    Zanka gritted his teeth. “Shut up.”

    “Make me.”

    Zanka almost did. With a punch. Or maybe something else.

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    Zanka’s breaths are short and wet– he’s not long for this world. Without his mask and with that gaping wound in his chest, anyone can see that he’s not going to survive more than another minute or so. Jabber sits beside him, giddy with anticipation as he waits for Zanka's inevitable death.

    Jabber gets trapped in a time loop where Zanka dies, over and over. It doesn't bother him- he loves the look on Zanka's face as the light fades from his eyes- until he comes to a few realisations about himself, and then it really, really does.

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