binnieul
Recent bookmarks
-
blood sweat & tears by Anonymous
Fandoms: ZEROBASEONE | ZB1 (Korea Band), AND2BLE (Korea Band)
24 Jun 2026
Tags
Summary
Hao's tears double, trickling down his cheeks and dripping down his jaw like crystals catching the fading sunlight. His face is even more flushed, his cheeks red and blotchy, his eyes rimmed with pink. His tears cling to his eyelashes, webbing them into sharp spikes, and his lips are plump and quivering. Hanbin wants to kiss them so badly it physically hurts.
"Can you at least say something?" Hao pleads, his hand clutching his bag. His ice cream has fallen onto the park ground, a sad puddle of melting vanilla.
Hanbin's mind traitorously wanders. He wonders if Hao will cry just as much in bed. If his tears will fall just as freely and he'll hiccup and beg—hiding his face in the sheets as he sniffles. If he'll look just as beautiful and undone beneath him. The thought sends another jolt of heat through his body, and he immediately feels disgusted with himself.
Alternatively: Sung Hanbin gets bricked up in the middle of his whatevertionship's very vulnerable moment. He atones.
(a dacryphilia-centric fic)- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 10,360
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 31
- Kudos:
- 375
- Bookmarks:
- 65
- Hits:
- 3,092
Bookmarked by binnieul
25 Jun 2026
-
Tags
Summary
It takes him a couple months to realize that he's popular even beyond his small circle. That people whisper about him on campus because they find him handsome. That they don't suspect anything at all—he's just a pretty boy they can admire, giggle over, crush on.
It's heady, this victory.
And it's easier, after that, to sink into the burgeoning love he has for his own body. This body that he has so carefully shaped: surgery; hormone therapy; late night or early morning gym sessions to get some muscle definition, sneaking swims in the school pool after hours so no one would see the scars on his chest; hours of following vocal lessons online to change his voice; hours practicing how to walk, how to carry himself, how to blend in with his cis peers. He carved Zhang Hao into existence piece by bloody piece and he's proud of who he's become.
Or: It has been a long, difficult road from a quiet house in Fujian to arena stages in Seoul. Now, Zhang Hao struggles to balance idol life with secrets that he has kept buried for years, and then there is this love for Sung Hanbin that just won't die.
Bookmarked by binnieul
24 Jun 2026
-
I'll pull you in closer (till it's hard to breathe) by Dancingrosins
Fandoms: ZEROBASEONE | ZB1 (Korea Band)
31 Jan 2026
Tags
Summary
“Sunbaenim,” Hao says softly, blinking up at him. “Do you like me? I really want to do this with you every day. Please say yes.”
Hanbin swallows hard. He doesn’t know what to say. “I shouldn’t—” He finally leans back, gently pushing Hao’s head away. “I should be taking care of you, not having sex with you. We can’t do this again.”
Hanbin takes freshman Hao under his wing, intending to guide and take care of him. Hao has his own mischievous plans.
Bookmarked by binnieul
11 Jun 2026
-
your side of the sofa by Dancingrosins for hystericsbloom
Fandoms: ZEROBASEONE | ZB1 (Korea Band)
02 Jul 2026
Tags
Summary
Hao forces a smile. “Good luck getting a boyfriend, Hanbinnie.”
“Come on,” Hanbin says, fingers curling until he’s lightly fisting Hao’s shirt. “We’re in uni now. I’m sure you want a boyfriend too, right? Let’s actually try and find partners and have the real uni experience. We can’t both stay sad virgins forever.”
“I don’t need anyone, because I have you,” Hao murmurs, bitterness slipping into his voice.
Living together means shared dinners, late nights, and a permanent spot next to each other on the sofa.
At least, that’s what Hao envisioned when he suggested it.Five times Hanbin chooses to go somewhere else, and the one time he finally decides to stay.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 118,638
- Chapters:
- 17/20
- Comments:
- 570
- Kudos:
- 718
- Bookmarks:
- 115
- Hits:
- 24,696
Bookmarked by binnieul
18 May 2026
-
Tags
Summary
“You’re a good boy, Hanbin. Obedient.”
Zhang Hao could swear he heard the student’s breath hitch.
“I really want to be good for laoshi,” Hanbin whispered.
___
Based on Hao’s repo saying they’d have a forbidden relationship in high school with him as a teacher and Hanbin as a student. I am only using what the gods gave me
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 23,933
- Chapters:
- 10/10
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 38
- Kudos:
- 161
- Bookmarks:
- 22
- Hits:
- 3,167
Bookmarked by binnieul
03 May 2026