20 Bookmarks by Vestialcarride

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    Scott texts Kip that he’s bringing Shane back to the apartment. “Hey, I kind of have a big favor to ask you and I need you to be supportive about it.”
    Kip replies almost immediately, “That sounds ominous, is everything okay?”
    “I don’t know,” Scott decides to be honest, “You know how I’m shooting that commercial with Shane Hollander today?”
    “Yes…” He can practically feel Kip’s anxiety leaking into that one text.
    “Well, I think something happened to him. Something bad. I’m bringing him back to the apartment.”

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    Shane and Scott are supposed to be doing a commercial together but Scott notices that Shane’s acting… off. He finds out what happened in Vegas and forces Ilya to fix it.

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    23 Mar 2026

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    It's Shane's first season as a Centaur and he can’t help but feel like it’s still Ilya’s team, not his. When he gets sick midway through the season and is instructed to quarantine away from his husband to avoid both of the team's star players being out of commission, he wonders if the Centaurs—and Ilya—would be better off without him.

    Or, a sick and miserable Shane who misses Ilya but doesn’t want to burden his husband or his team

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    15 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 42

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    Married life with the Ottawa Centaurs is supposed to be stable.

    Instead, Ilya Rozanov is losing sleep, reliving old trauma, and quietly unraveling while insisting he’s fine. Shane sees it in the small moments: the missed beats, the nodding head, the way Ilya sleeps anywhere he feels safe.

    A hurt/comfort fic about nightmares, exhaustion, and the people who refuse to let Ilya disappear.

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    02 Feb 2026

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    For Shane Hollander, life has always been about playing a part. On the ice, he plays the best (or second best, depending on who you ask) hockey player in a generation. With his family, he plays the role of golden boy - kind and resilient and responsible. Even with Ilya, Shane has a part to play; reliable, happy, secure.

    But after the big move to Ottawa and a summer full of life changes, Shane can't catch his footing. This is supposed to be the start to the best chapter of his life – so why does he feel like he's drowning?

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    Shane Hollander-Rozanov navigates an Autism diagnosis during his first season as an Ottawa Centaur.

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    29 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 625

    Mystery Work

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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    23 Jan 2026

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    Instead of Shane, it is Ilya who suffers a concussion during the Boston-Montreal game in April 2017. Dazed and agitated, Ilya briefly starts speaking and responding only in Russian and the medics can’t calm him down. Luckily, Shane started studying Russian after Ilya spoke to him in Russian on the phone from Moscow. For no particular reason. Certainly not because he’s fallen in love with Ilya Rozanov.

    In Montreal with lingering concussion symptoms, Ilya is advised not to fly home for a few days, and the hospital won’t release him without assurances that he has someone to stay with him until his symptoms improve. Luckily, Shane conveniently has a condo in Montreal no one knows about and a few days before he has to travel again.

    But Ilya’s symptoms don’t resolve after a few days. Which is okay; Shane can handle it. He can take care of Ilya, study Russian, lead his team into the playoffs, and keep Ilya’s continued presence in Montreal a secret. He can do everything, no problem. He is Shane Hollander after all.

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    A whump fanfiction that is secretly a fix-it.

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    22 Jan 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 19

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    "Good job, mate" Max almost hissed the last word. "You did great today, really."

    "Thank you, Max." Charles gave him a tight-lipped smile. "I'll see you around later?"

    "Of course you will." Max reciprocated the smile, but it was only partially reaching his eyes. There was barely any warmth behind it, it was all want, and need, and pull, and push.

    (Slow updates)

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    26 Nov 2023

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    21 Nov 2023

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    He thinks that even if his voice were intact enough to say the words, he wouldn’t have been able to get them out. That even if pressed, held down and told to say it, he wouldn't have found a way. I’m married to Max Verstappen.

    Charles leans over his bed and throws up on the floor.

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    07 Nov 2023

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    Sirius get's given a wrong number, Remus definitely isn't being sarcastic, and they should probably agree to stay strangers...

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    Rated M for a lot of language, some sexual content but nothing too explicit, mainly jokes/flirting.
    Any TWs should be listed at the start of chapter notes, please let me know if I ever miss anything, but this is a safe fic, bar some minor Walburga angst.
    Fuck JKR <3

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    13 Oct 2021

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    02 Sep 2021

  12. Public Bookmark 29

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    poppy pomfrey spots one of her favourite students lying on the cold hard ground in the aftermath of the battle of hogwarts, as she has once again outlived another student.

    poppy and remus had the purest relationship, she was probably the first person to have ever shown him love and care

    EXTRACTS AND CHARACTERS BELONG TO MSKINGBEAN89, FROM ALL THE YOUNG DUDES

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    29 Aug 2021

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    The story of the Marauders is a sad one, with betrayal turning their lives to ashes; we all know the tale. But what if someone had unmasked Peter Pettigrew just in time to prevent the events of Halloween 1981 from happening? Could James, Lily, Sirius and Remus find a happy ending if only that one night was erased from their stories?

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    Non-canon compliment fic based off of atyd, so it contains parallels to MKB89's fic as well as some original characters from that same work. Events from Harry's life still somewhat take place towards the end, but with a few adjustments and some major changes (as in people don't die) AKA THIS IS AN ALL THE YOUNG DUDES FIX IT FIC from october 1981 = everybody lives <3

    1981-1996

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    11 Aug 2021

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    Sirius cracked a well-practiced smirk, “Nice to meet you, Remus.” Sirius looked at his bandmates loading their equipment into Potter's car, “You wouldn’t happen to know a bassist, would you?”

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    Marauders Band AU - When the Marauders kick out their bassist, they ask local bartender Remus Lupin to step in. As the band gains success, Remus must navigate his new friendship with Sirius under the public eye.

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    31 Jul 2021

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    26 Jul 2021

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    The Summer of 1978 was supposed to be the same as the previous one. And the one before that.

    Because, in the provincial village of Fenneltown, where 16-year-old Remus Lupin lives, nothing ever changes. Not really.

    Until this year, everything does.

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    27 Jun 2021

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    Written as a bit of a bonus/gift for everyone who enjoyed reading All the Young Dudes, but specifically for everyone who wanted to know what happened to Grant, my OC from that fic.

    In two parts, because you know what I'm like.

    Set in 2016.

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    29 May 2021

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    A selection of short stories from various points in the 'All the Young Dudes' timeline. From different character POVs.

    Basically I sometimes write little character studies that turn into longer pieces to help me get into other characters heads (besides Remus). That's what these are. Some of them provide background info for the goings on in All the Young Dudes.

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    29 May 2021

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    Non-magical modern AU - Marauders/Wolfstar

    Sirius attends a charity rock gig organised by his best friend's girlfriend, and the tall, quiet bassist catches his eye...

    Basically just a thing I wrote after listening to Belle & Sebastian's 'Dress up in you' a million times.

    Quite sexy.

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    29 May 2021

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    “What do you want me to do?” Remus says, tiredly. All he wants is to curl up on his bed. Smoke a pack of cigarettes. Get drunk. He can’t stop looking at Harry.

    “Remus...” Dumbledore is gentle. Remus hates when he has that tone. Hates that he knows it will hurt. “There is no one else left.”

    A bitter laugh escapes him. “So you’ll curse the poor thing with a werewolf for a guardian?”

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    29 May 2021

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