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if the world was ending, you’d come over, right? by falleraatje
Fandoms: Men's Football RPF
19 Jul 2026
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Jude has no idea what time it is in Europe right now. His brain is muddled, so full of memories of the match that he doesn't want to think about and other, older memories that he should definitely keep hidden deep down. Memories of Erling and the times they’ve spent together in hotel rooms, celebrating wins and distracting each other from losses. Jude could use a distraction like that tonight.
[After losing in the World Cup semi-finals, there is only one person Jude wants to call.]
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19 Jul 2026
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“I… I don’t want to be the one in control.” Jude whispers, and the confession feels like surrender and relief all at once, the tension on his shoulders dropping fractionally. “I hurt myself and others when I’m in control. I’m tired.”
Haaland’s hand comes up to cup the back of his neck, firm and grounding, thumb pressing into the tense muscle just below the hairline. “Then give it to me. All of it. Give me the fight, give me the anger. I can take it, Jude. I want to take it.”
Jude's eyes flutter shut. The red-hot thing in his chest is still there, but it's changing shape - turning from destruction into something hungrier, something desperate. When he opens his eyes again, they're dark, burning, fixed on Haaland's.
“Then take all of it. All of me.”
Or: After England's World Cup dream ends in a brutal semi-final, Jude Bellingham isn't sad—he's consumed by violent rage. Erling Haaland, the one alpha who refuses to believe Jude is anything less than worthy, offers to help burn the fury out his way.
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- Part 2 of Consolation Prize
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19 Jul 2026
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They were supposed to slowly, imperceptibly drift apart.
They weren’t supposed to meet in the quarter finals of the World Cup with the entire world obsessed over the history of their friendship. And Jude certainly wasn’t supposed to let all that get to him, let all the noise disturb the perfectly assembled facade he’d had in place for years now.
He was so fucking stupid.
And now he’s sitting here drowning in every bad decision he’s made, and the worst part, the worst part, is the one person he knows could haul him back to dry land is the one who had unmoored him to begin with.
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An encounter in the locker room after the quarter finals leads to Jude running away, Erling chasing after him, and the soft beginnings of something new.
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18 Jul 2026
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“We’re rivals for ninety minutes. After that, everything goes back to normal.”
The problem is, no one ever asks what “after” really means.
Post 2026 FIFA World Cup quarter-final. A story about victories and defeats, phone calls that last until dawn, and two men simply trying to find their way back to each other once the floodlights go out.
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16 Jul 2026
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Jude Bellingham is a royal Omega whose memory lapses make him a liability in a court obsessed with perfection. To prevent scandal, his parents arrange a sudden marriage to Prince Erling of Kuldskara—a northern Alpha scarred and storm‑scented with a silence that makes him impossible to read. Torn from the only home he knows, Jude lives in fear that one day he’ll forget his new husband entirely.
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15 Jul 2026