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  1. Public Bookmark 16

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    Being someone's reason to keep living sounded romantic until Chuuya realized he had slowly forgotten how to live for himself. But when a late-night argument exposes the fragile balance holding their relationship together, both of them are forced to confront truths neither of them wanted to acknowledge.

    He looked at the man he loved, looking so fragile that it felt like one more sentence from Chuuya would completely break Dazai apart. Chuuya shut his eyes tightly for a second, holding back his own tears before they could fall. His clenched hands at his sides had started trembling. The guilt was torturing him, but his exhaustion was far greater. If he took his words back now, they would only fall into the same endless cycle again. This relationship had to die tonight. Chuuya opened his eyes again, looking at Dazai with a softer gaze filled with complete resignation.

    “We’re—”

    A heavy hesitation choked his throat. Everything in him screamed to stop, to leave the sentence unfinished, but he knew he had to say it. The crushing weight of his exhaustion wouldn't let him back down this time.

    "—We’re done, Dazai.” Chuuya finally said that.

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    31 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 16

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    4 years earlier

    “Would you kill me, Chuuya?” The room stills. “Tonight? If I asked nicely? If I begged for it?” The last words slip out like a purr.

    The room stills. Dazai is pathetic. Chuuya doesn’t want him to ask, doesn’t want to know what he’d do when Dazai is pliant and begging for it.

    Chuuya stares at him. “What the hell are you talking about?”

    And Dazai’s chest doesn’t rise or fall.

    loosely a prequel to my work halfway point, but can be read as a standalone. a collection of angst-fuelled scenes & moments leading up to dazai's defection <3

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    29 Apr 2026

  3. Public Bookmark *

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    In another universe where soulmates exist and are identified by marks in the form of whatever injury your partner has- Chuuya Nakahara is about to turn 16, and his best friend Dazai has been endlessly teasing him over the prospect of a mark. However, when he wakes up on his birthday covered in light blue lines he is unsure what to do, or how to approach identifying his soulmate, and his best friend has been acting in increasingly concerning ways since being told about the marks.

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    What do you do when your covered in the evidence of your soulmates self harm, and your bandaged best friend (who you are definitely NOT in love with) seems to be breaking at the seams?

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    31 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 30

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    Before Dazai can even take more than a half step through the door, he feels the familiar sensation of sharp metal pressed to his throat.

    “Who the fuck are you?” a voice growls from the darkness beside him, pressing the knife even harder against his skin. “What do you want here?”

    “My name is Dazai Osamu,” he says, unaffected by the way the tip of the blade is piercing him. “And I was told to come here because I want to die.”

    Or, Dazai gets more than he bargained for when he seeks out a deity he was told could help him finally end his life.

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    18 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 40

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    After finding Chuuya on the brink of the death, Dazai decides he has a new project on his hands. Meanwhile, Chuuya is killing himself by staying with the Sheep, but being dead is better than being alone. However, loneliness is a consuming feeling Chuuya doesn’t know he can feel by himself anymore.

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    [AU: PM Boss Dazai x Sheep Chuuya.]

    UPDATES EVERY DAY/EVERY OTHER DAY
    (on very brief hiatus bc i’m sick! i’ll be back next week! sorry!!)

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    08 Jan 2026