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  1. Public Bookmark 2

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    Hitoshi didn’t mean to do it.

    He didn’t mean to stumble upon the old and dirty blade, but when he did, the thoughts started and they wouldn’t stop until he brought the sharp edge to his arm.

    He snuck into the bathroom just across the hall, and he cleaned the blade thoroughly, because he isn’t a complete idiot.

    Hitoshi locked the door just in case, and rolled up his sleeves. Like an idiot.

    or;
    while cleaning his room, Hitoshi stumbles upon his old blade. he deals with the aftermath.

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    20 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark *

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    Pomni should be happy: she has a great job, home, boyfriend. But something still seems off, and she finds herself looking for a reprieve. The barista in the coffee shop only ends up poking more holes in her happiness.
    Jax works a monotonous job at a coffee shop doing his best to avoid everyone and outrun his past. But one customer ends up forcing him to confront both.

    Basically Pomni is in an abusive relationship and Jax finds out.

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    06 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    chapter 5 and 6: pomni calling jax for help and him rescuing her. ANGST
    chapter 43: pomni almost suicide attempt

  3. Public Bookmark 15

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    “I know. I want you.”

    Eiji sighs, “No, you don’t.”

    “I do.”

    Oh, this is agony. His chest aches. Ash must feel so much worse. How does he bear it? What a horrible thing to happen, to have an identity built on something you have to heal from to survive. To have to discover yourself for the first time at eighteen instead of in elementary school. To do it all without asking for help.

    “What else is there for me?”  Ash’s voice is hushed, unvoiced, the smallest Eiji has ever heard it. He doesn’t cry, but his shoulders tremble in the amber light that streams in through the window.

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    ash knocks at eiji's door in the middle of the night, after he was supposed to be dead. eiji helps him heal.

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    31 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 24

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    “Aren’t you the same?” Eiji points out, voice rising. “You only see me for who I was when I first came here! I’m different! I can never go back to who I was back then. I’ll never be that stupid idiot again!”

    “Eiji!” Ash shouts back. “That’s exactly the point! You’re becoming just like me. You’re becoming–”

    “Dark? Cruel? Bloodthirsty?” Eiji interrupts. “Let me tell you something, Ash, my biggest regret after coming here is that I didn’t put a bullet through Golzine’s brain the first time I saw him!”

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    30 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 76

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    Ash fucking Lynx.
    A guy who dodged bullets couldn't handle holding a hand.

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    29 May 2026