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  1. Public Bookmark 7

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    Living a happy life with his three kids and a loving mate, Yoshiki finds himself yearning for another baby. He just didn't think it would be so hard to convince his alpha to give him what he wants.

     
    This fic is set in the same universe as my previous one (Ruined Dreams), but you can definitely read this as a standalone.

     

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    02 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 8

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    “Relax,” 'Hikaru' murmured. “Just breathe.”

    Yoshiki tried, but his muscles instinctively tensed as Hikaru’s finger pressed inside, shallow and gentle while working him open. He bit his lip, a small whimper escaping.

    “It’s okay, 'shiki.” 'Hikaru's free hand stroked his lower back. “Yer doing so well...such a good kitty.”

    tldr; Hikayoshi pet play... kitty yoshiki

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    28 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 16

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    “Did you miss me, ‘Shiki?”

    His voice still sounded the same.

    How cruel.

    Warm. Bright. Honey-soft in the way summer afternoons used to be before Yoshiki learned how quickly sweetness could begin to rot.

     

     
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    Yoshiki no longer knows how long it has been since his capture. The days bleed into each other, soft and suffocating, and time means little when all of it is spent in Hikaru’s arms. Then, in a way that feels wrong on instinct alone, the routine changes.

     
    A guest is coming for dinner.

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    15 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 9

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    Yoshiki is shrouded in guilt when he stares at his reflection in the mirror, long silky black hair and faint makeup he stole from Kaoru; he can't keep lying to Hikaru like this, but he just can't break it to Hikaru the girl he seems to love isn't real, and never was.

    Either way the world never wants to go Yoshik's way, does it? Hikaru finds out eventually, and it might not be as bad as Yoshiki thought.

    tldr; hikayoshi smut where yoshiki is a crossdresser

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    05 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 33

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    Yoshiki's mother taught him that God answers every prayer. Hikaru's family taught him that gods always take their price.

    In Kubitachi, where the church bells ring in the shadow of the mountain shrine, Yoshiki is beginning to understand that both might be true—and that loving Hikaru Indou might be the most dangerous prayer he's ever made.

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    23 Apr 2026