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  1. Public Bookmark 95

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    Phil lives alone in a house on a hill. It’s easier to hide himself away than face people looking at him like he’s a freak.

    One day he makes the mistake of tripping into a stranger’s arms and he’s forced on a journey of confronting the idea that maybe he deserves - and wants - to be seen.

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    02 May 2026

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    "There’s no guarantee Phil won’t end up alone again, regretting every day that he didn’t exercise restraint and self control." O_o (Ch. 6)

    Very cold and lonely. Kinda angsty but not overly so. Cute family dynamics as well!

  2. Rec 24

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    If Phil’s friend is the future, maybe Dan’s friend can be the present; the way that his bare skin feels pressed against Phil’s, the cool October air that floats outside the window, the huge pile of something that’s been building in his chest ever since he stepped off the platform at Piccadilly station or maybe before then.

    Definitely before then. 

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    04 Apr 2026

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    Hurt 1/3 other 2/3 is sweet

  3. Public Bookmark 9

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    Happy birthday, Cal! The inspiration for this might be obvious, but aside from the setting, it diverges completely. ;) I hope you’ve had a wonderful day, and I can’t wait until we get to hang out again!!

    (temporary roommates au, alternative meeting, 2009!phan)

    all youtubers in this except Dan and Phil are fictional

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    12 Jun 2026

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    The one with a youtuber meet up

  4. Public Bookmark 7

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    This fic was prompted by an Anon in Tumblr

    Anon: Hey, you asked for phanfic prompts. Here's one that's been bouncing around my head a while without going anywhere:

    2018 Dan is freaking out about Not Being Out to the fans, while also panicking at the idea of Sharing Everything. So Phil comes up with the suggestion that he will continue claiming to be straight so that Dan can come out as gay but not out the relationship.

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    13 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 6

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    He could already picture it in his head - amazing food, white sand, blue skies, warm sea, the sun on his skin - and Dan thousands of miles away. The thought made his stomach twist unpleasantly.

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    12 Jun 2026

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    sweet