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    One night, after meeting with Futaba, Taichi crashed at Touma's place.

    Ever since then, Taichi began frequenting his house and hanging out with him on a regular basis, realizing that his feelings for Touma had begun to change, or maybe even resurfaced.

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    01 Apr 2026

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    Yoshiki had died that night on the mountain, and what stood in his place wasn’t him, but something else. It wore his body, mimicked his voice, but the warmth that Hikaru had always known was gone. Instead, there was a thing that couldn’t understand love, but craved it. A thing that wanted to keep Hikaru close, to protect him, but with a twisted sense of ownership.

    Hikaru felt it, the difference. The affection was real, but it wasn’t right. This thing, this creature, had no idea what it was doing. But it needed him—needed to believe it was Yoshiki, needed to cling to whatever human emotions it could borrow.

    Hikaru couldn't look away. It was Yoshiki’s body, his face, his memories. But not his soul. And the longer he stayed, the more he wondered if he was lying to himself, convincing himself that love could exist in something so broken, so wrong. He couldn't run. Not from the thing that replaced his friend. And not from the twisted love it gave. Even if it meant accepting something that wasn’t real.

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    An alternate universe on if Yoshiki got replaced instead of Hikaru! (THIS DOES NOT FOLLOW THE MANGA'S TIMELINE!!)

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    26 Aug 2025