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euijoo loves every part of nicholas. nicholas learns that includes his brain, too.
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snapshots of nicholas and euijoo as they navigate nicholas’ autism and depression.
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04 Jul 2026
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Euijoo’s been… off. Not in the way people get when they’re sad or sick or breaking apart quietly in the corners of their lives. On paper, everything looks fine. Better than fine, actually. He laughs more. He hums while brushing his teeth. He sways a little when the kettle whistles, like there’s a song in his head no one else can hear. Sometimes he sings under his breath—love songs, mostly, the kind that make Nicholas’s chest tighten without knowing why. He tells himself it’s stupid to care. That it’s not about jealousy, or fear, or whatever fragile thing his heart is pretending not to feel. But the thought itches at him: if Euijoo’s happy, why does it feel like he lost something in the process?
Or; Euijoo has a crush, and Nicholas fucking hates it. Even though he's the one who's kept Euijoo hanging for years.
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04 Jul 2026
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Euijoo's chest rumbles with laughter. Nicholas loves the sound of it, deep and soft and warm. Sometimes when Euijoo laughs, it's bright and full—filling up the whole room—but in quiet moments like this, it's more subdued. A playful chuckle. The tiniest upturn of lips.
Nicholas is so fucking in love.
Or: Nicholas has been happily dating Euijoo for four years now, going on five, but none of his coworkers seem to believe it.
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27 Jun 2026
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Euijoo meets Nicholas in a bar on Manhattan Beach Pier during the 2021 International Surf Festival. Nicholas is lean, blonde, bounces off the walls and laughs loud. His voice is deeper than it should be and he’s got little to no game, but Euijoo sticks around anyway. Nicholas is built and he’s hot, his shirt tight across his shoulders, his hair wild around his ears. He’s bright like sunshine and his lips are sinful when they wrap around the neck of a beer bottle or the rim of a glass of coke.
Nicholas doesn’t live too far from the pier; they walk side by side on the beach, talking about LA. Euijoo’s accent seems to stick to the roof of his mouth, and he pushes his hands in the pockets of his boardshorts to keep himself from reaching out, feeling Nicholas’s pulse at his wrist, seeing if it beats as fast as he talks. Nicholas takes his sandals off, toes digging in the sand.
Nicholas says, suddenly, cutting through the random topics they’re fleeting on, “I don’t really do this,” which seems like a lie until he adds, “With guys, I mean.”
To love is to change. Euijoo and Nicholas change each other, over the course of 5 summers.
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20 Jun 2026
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it must be the headspace euijoo is in, where all he wants is nicholas' love and adoration, that makes him tear up all of a sudden. he won't cry, not over a little degradation. sure, this is the first time nicholas has said things like this, but euijoo reasons nicholas must be lost in the moment, not meaning his words.
"so useless, juju. can't even speak."
that does it.
"nicho, stop."
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nicholas and euijoo are always learning, together
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14 Jun 2026