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• Goodbye, Mattie by questionabledoll

  Fandoms: Hetalia (Anime & Manga)  

  • Mature
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Major Character Death
  • No category
  • Complete Work

  22 Apr 2026

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Major Character Death
  • America & Canada (Hetalia)
  • England/France (Hetalia)
  • Canada (Hetalia)
  • America (Hetalia)
  • England (Hetalia)
  • France (Hetalia)
  • Suicide
  • Character Death
  • Angst with No Happy Ending
  • Suicidal Thoughts
  • Neglect
  • FACE Family (Hetalia)
  • Mentioned China (Hetalia)
  • Dead Dove: Do Not Eat
  • No Incest
  • The Author Regrets Everything
  • America and Canada are Twins (Hetalia)
  • America is Named Alfred F. Jones (Hetalia)
  • Canada is Named Matthew Williams (Hetalia)
  • France is Named Francis Bonnefoy (Hetalia)
  • England is Named Arthur Kirkland (Hetalia)
  • Short One Shot
  • One Shot

  Summary

  After years and years of neglect, Matthew finally decides that he simply can’t keep going.

  Or

  Canada is suicidal.

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  1,721

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  18

  Kudos:

  112

  Bookmarks:

  10

  Hits:

  539

• God, forgive me by questionabledoll

  Fandoms: Hetalia (Anime & Manga)  

  • Mature
  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, No Archive Warnings Apply
  • M/M
  • Work in Progress

  22 Apr 2026

  Tags

  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • England/France (Hetalia)
  • France (Hetalia)
  • England (Hetalia)
  • Germany (Hetalia)
  • North Italy (Hetalia)
  • South Italy (Hetalia)
  • America (Hetalia)
  • Japan (Hetalia)
  • Prussia (Hetalia)
  • Russia (Hetalia)
  • China (Hetalia)
  • Internalized Homophobia
  • Religious Guilt
  • religious trauma
  • Self-Harm
  • Suicidal Thoughts
  • Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism
  • My First Fanfic
  • Mentioned Prumano
  • Mentioned Gerita - Freeform
  • It Gets Worse Before It Gets Better
  • England is Named Arthur Kirkland (Hetalia)
  • France is Named Francis Bonnefoy (Hetalia)
  • America is Named Alfred F. Jones (Hetalia)
  • Angst with a Happy Ending
  • Author used to be religious and is projecting
  • South Italy is Named Lovino Vargas (Hetalia)
  • Prussia is Named Gilbert Beilschmidt (Hetalia)
  • North Italy is Named Feliciano Vargas (Hetalia)
  • Germany is Named Ludwig Beilschmidt (Hetalia)
  • Dead Dove: Do Not Eat
  • Religious Content
  • Tags May Change
  • Very very minor non canon character for plot

  Summary

  England slowly realizes his feelings towards France, but the homophobic ideologies that were drilled into him stop him from accepting this.

  He attempts to pray away these thoughts, but nothing works. Francis continues to haunt his mind.

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  3,758

  Chapters:

  4/7

  Comments:

  7

  Kudos:

  35

  Bookmarks:

  6

  Hits:

  308