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As the hart panteth after the water brooks, so panteth my soul after thee, O God.
My soul thirsteth for God, for the living God: when shall I come and appear before God?
My tears have been my meat day and night, while they continually say unto me, Where is thy God?***
maybe they can outrun it, if he just keeps driving
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07 Jul 2026
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Fingertips coated in wood-dust, Ryan's thumbs slid uselessly across the glass. He squinted against the burst of pain behind his eyes from the sun's reflective glare, swiping his thumb along the bottom of the screen in the general area his muscle memory dictated would give him what he wished. It took a few tries until the call accepted.
"Hello?"
A single ragged sob echoed over the line.
It's been months since either of them have seen the entity.
After a long day, Ryan receives a call.
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- Part 1 of i want it to look like you
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07 Jul 2026
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it's a curse I can't break (and I gave my soul to it) by disembarks
Fandoms: Leviticus (Movie 2026)
22 Jun 2026
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They’re staying in a stuffy, sour-smelling room with one of the lightbulbs burnt out and a scratchy white duvet on the double bed, and they’ve hardly said a word to each other in hours.
Guilt suffocates Naim. Ryan is still hurt.
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07 Jul 2026
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Ryan Whelan knew fear. He had only known fear all his life. There was a rot inside him that threatened to spill out and poison everything around him.
Ryan should not be getting this close to a boy as beautiful as Naim Reid. The poisoned rot could not be allowed to taint the only good thing that Ryan had in this lifetime.
Any yet, Ryan wanted.
But could he want enough to be brave and face the truth of who he really is.
Or: A retelling of the Leviticus film from Ryan's point of view.
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- Part 1 of Our Names, Entwined
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05 Jul 2026
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“I thought maybe it’d keep you busy,” he’d shrugged. Ever since they’d run away, Ryan had been restless. Of course, Naim understood, and was upset about all that had happened too, but Ryan handled his hurt through frustrated pacing or waking up in the middle of the night to stand on the balcony, cold and alone. Naim didn’t know how the entity had been with Ryan, they never really spoke about it much. But there seemed to be a permanent crease between his brows all the time, and only when Naim kissed the frown lines away did he finally relax.
So when Naim happened to scroll past a decently priced guitar online, well he thought why not give it a shot?
OR after Naim and Ryan settled into their city life, they picked up some hobbies <3
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05 Jul 2026