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  1. Summary

    You know the Boston Raiders shirt Ilya wears at the cottage to meet Shane's parents? Yeah, what if Shane bought one of those in the hookup stage and it had ROZANOV 81 on the back.

    Consider this Porn With Feelings.

    (a three part series, I think so, probably)

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    Snapshots of Shane and Ilya discovering their D/s dynamic in the moments they have together.

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    10 Jun 2026

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  2. Rec 52

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    This series contains spankings of consenting adults. Please note that even though this is a series, the several parts are not meant to be in any sort of chronological order. I just wanted all my spanking fics in one spot. So a newer fic might be set in a time where Ilya is still at Boston, whereas an older installment will have them both at Ottawa. Just a heads up!

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  3. Rec 18

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    Ilya's attempt to celebrate Scott goes wrong.

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    After Ilya breaks Shane's heart in Sochi, Shane builds a life out of control.

    Three cups. Captaincy. Precision. Routine. Emptiness.

    When no achievement manages to make him feel anything, he turns to a mysterious phone service instead.

    Intimate in ways that should be impossible between strangers. A man who understands exactly how to pull Shane apart without ever touching him. Who gives him structure instead of chaos. Relief instead of performance.

    Shane finds himself pulled toward something he thought he buried years ago.

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    Set 4 years after Sochi, where both Ilya and Shane were left with shattered hearts, this is a story about second chances and being brave enough to trust again. To want anew.

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  5. Rec 99

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    Now, pressing Shane against the kitchen counter, Ilya was consumed by this thought. He was barely doing anything with his fingers, barely touching, and yet Shane was already gone, his back arched and his eyes shut, panting and wanting and almost begging for it.
    Did it really feel this good?
    Even just this whisper of a touch?

    OR: 3 times Ilya thought about bottoming, and the 1st time he did.

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