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    Life feels so chaotic for Shane sometimes, with all the loud noises and the unwritten rules he’s expected to follow, even though no one ever taught them to him. It’s why the bookstore feels more like home to him than anywhere else in Boston. It doesn’t ask Shane to be anything other than himself. Doesn’t ask for any more than he can give.

    He can just exist here.

    Shane likes slow, likes taking his time. And Ilya - without saying or doing anything in particular - makes Shane feel like that’s okay. Like he isn’t doing anything wrong by standing still sometimes.

    (Or, Shane works in a bookstore, Ilya plays hockey, and they both go to the same college. They fall in love in every universe.)

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    19 Jun 2026

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    Ilya was content to watch Shane lose himself to pleasure, but as the Canadian shifted slightly on his knees, the tip of his engorged cock grazed the comforter. He threw his head back, his surprised cry turning into a helpless, drawn out, groan. The hand plunging silicone into his hole stilled as he gulped for breath and gathered himself. Shane rearranged himself, and as he did, he settled his heated cheek against a pillow and his face turned towards the door. Towards Ilya. His eyes were shut, but as his arm began to flex again and the symphony of wet slapping resumed, the Canadian’s eyes fluttered in ecstasy, before opening and locking with Ilya’s.

    Oh Fuck.

    The very second their eyes locked, Shane bolted upright, an overstuffed pillow clutched to his chest and a panicked yelp tearing from his throat.

    “Shush darling, it’s just me.” Ilya rushed to calm Shane down, like a spooked horse in a thunderstorm. His hands were stretched out in front of him, desperate to touch.

    “Surprise.” Ilya winked.

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    Ilya comes home early and finds his husband pleasuring himself. He lends a hand. Or tongue ;)

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    08 Jun 2026

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    Shane blinked at Rose. "What," he asked, voice flattening. His fingers twitched against his glass, condensation dripping onto the tablecloth. The words didn't compute. A relationship dynamic sounded like something from a psychology textbook, not whatever chaotic, magnetic pull existed between him and Ilya. "What dynamic? Nothing like that is going on."

    Rose’s fingers froze against her glass. She studied Shane’s face. Watching the furrow between his brows, the way his jaw tensed like he was bracing for impact. He genuinely didn’t know. The realization hit her then. “Shane,” she said slowly, “you seriously don’t see it?”

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    Shane realizes that he and Ilya are in a very under negotiated D/s relationship

    Google doc of fic chapter 5 starts on page 72!

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    01 Jun 2026

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    "Can you be a good boy and let me take care of you?"

    Ilya tells Shane to let someone else (*cough* *cough*, Ilya) do the work for once. Shane is not, historically, good at doing nothing, so Ilya takes a hands-on approach to this problem.

    or: Ilya just wants to make Shane relax, fully.

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    11 May 2026

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    Shane is still learning that he doesn't have to be perfect in his own relationship. Ilya is still learning the rules of Shane's bad days. So when Shane tries to push him away after a crushing loss, it leads to a tense argument. But ten years of rivalry are no match for Shane’s tears; the second he starts to cry, Ilya folds like a house of cards.

    Or: Shane tries to starve himself as punishment for losing, Ilya tries to feed him, and it turns into a very soft night of pampering because Ilya is legally incapable of staying angry at a crying Shane.

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    23 Jan 2026