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  1. Public Bookmark 33

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    Spencer knows he needs to tell someone, and fast, but making a scene is somehow worse than the thought of dying from what he’s quickly realising is far more than just a minor nick to the superficial layers of his skin.

    Skin wounds don’t bleed this much.

    Much less this much for this long.

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    28 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 45

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    Spencer hides a raging case of appendicitis from the team, not wanting to worry them. But when he collapses in the conference room, the team assume something very different is at play.

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    28 Jun 2026

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    Spencer has clawed back control in bits and pieces with nothing but his nails and desperation his entire life. He's done things he probably shouldn't have in the name of survival, sure, but he knows the risks better than anyone. The careful lines of arteries and veins, their names, and everything else he recites to himself when he's not so certain he's managing any of this right anymore. It's working, he'll be fine.

    The blood is collecting on the motel floor.

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    Spencer's been self harming since he was a nobody kid rotting away in his shitty Las Vegas high school, and never once has he seen it as a problem.

    That is, until the BAU does.

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    28 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 45

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    Stubborn until the very end, Aaron Hotchner isn't going to go down without a fight. It's just getting hard to tell the difference between fighting them and fighting the cancer.

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    28 Jun 2026

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    “For someone with an IQ of 187, Spencer, you’re awfully slow at grasping this.”

    “Grasping what?”

    “You’re not alone anymore, kid.”

     

    In the wake of Emily’s ‘death’, Reid comes close to throwing his sobriety away.

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    17 Jun 2026