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Ivan caught sight of himself in the small window on the door.
Rain splattered over his image. Blurred the lines between the vacant expression and the desire that sticks out like the ribs of a starving dog. It is so, so apparent. It curled in his stomach, a nauseating feeling he doesn't know how to detangle. All he knows is that he is waiting. He is waiting outside the door, having done his deed of calling out for someone to come open it. He will wait outside the door in the rain for as long as it takes, because that's loyal. Because that's good.
He is no better than a dog who brings dead things to the feet of someone he loves. Except the dead thing is him and he is dragging himself to Till's doorstep, again and again, waiting to be let in.
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03 Jul 2026
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When an infection spreads across the country, life goes on as usual. Ivan and Till are still in a band, they still play shows, they still do everything they normally would. One day it all comes crashing down when Ivan gets bit and succumbs to the infection himself. Till knows he should let him go, but his own selfish need outweighs rational thought and he acts impulsively on his needs, consequences be damned.
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Ivan gets infected and Till fucks his zombie not-quite boyfriend
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03 Jul 2026
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“I– Ivan, fuck,” He croaks, broken and yearning, arm reaching out and grabbing at his shirt. The feeling of his fabric against his palm, his chest rising and falling rapidly, the hunger in his gaze, his scent, all of it hits him.
Then he realises it’s real. This isn’t another fantasy, another delusion. Ivan is real. And he’s fucking him with a dildo.
Till goes into heat, and sends a text to Sua asking her to drop off the stuff he missed from his classes. Or, at least he thought he texted Sua.
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- Part 1 of this is why we use protection
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28 May 2026
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with a thud peculiar to unripened fruit by persimmonsandcats
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
19 May 2026
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"Hyung?" Ivan asks, head tilted. His eyes are deep and knowing.
Till presses down on the button in front of him without dropping Ivan's eyes.
"Wanna go get a drink?" Till asks.
The mic clicks off.
In the ensuing silence, Ivan's face does something that sends a trickle of fear down Till's spine. Till shivers. Ivan’s smile spreads crookedly across his features, like it's been cut into his face with shears.
"Yes," Ivan says, "I would like that very much."
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20 May 2026
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For as long as they've been friends, Ivan has been ruining Till's love life. When they're in elementary school, it's easy to get between Till and his crushes. But as they grow older, Ivan finds himself seducing both men and women before Till has a chance to ask them out. But when Till gets fed up with Ivan's antics and takes matters into his own hands, Ivan finally has to be honest about how he feels.
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19 May 2026