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  1. Public Bookmark 5

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    One moment of safety, Jeremy’s sweet check-in, Do you like that, Jean? embittered by the memory of those same words spat unkindly from another’s frothed mouth—Yeah, you like that don’t you Johnny?

    Globules of spit on his torn up back. Remembering that feeling. Burning, burning.

    Just that, and Jean’s body had folded back into itself. Trauma curling inwards too, catching Jean in its jaw, shutting: a perfect, closed circle. Jean, fetal on its tongue, bedridden for a week: also a perfect, closed circle.

    He’s doomed to be swallowed, again and again, by the same old mouth. Doomed to wish himself gentle. For his friends. For Jeremy.

    the two try to navigate jean's complicated relationship with physical intimacy.

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    25 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 7

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    “When I am around you, I just want to be close to you or touching in some way and it is driving me crazy. I have been trying to ignore it, but I feel like an inconsolable child that just wants more, but I-” he paused to swallow before moving his hand to Jeremy’s cheek, gently cupping it before finishing. “I do not want to hurt you, Jeremy.”

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    Jean's past has taken countless moments away from him his entire life, but when it comes to Jeremy, he's determined not to let it take anymore.

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    30 Dec 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 17

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    Professional Exy Player Jean Moreau has many regrets in life, but not putting a stop to Kevin's attempt at wooing Oscar-nominated Jeremy Knox might be the worst one yet.
    Seeing them together is hard, but...
    Seeing Jeremy, the nation's golden boy, who has the kind of face that is made for smiling, not smiling, is so much worse.
    It's hell, actually.

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    05 Dec 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 4

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    Jean paints golden rays shining through the blue-gray clouds and the visions haunting him in his sleep. Jeremy knits words around the hole in his heart. They try not to set themselves on fire.

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    03 Dec 2025

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    Author wtf is wrong with you (/pos)

  5. Public Bookmark 73

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    “I think I’ve got the timeline now,” James says. “The previously unexplained hospital stay happened several days after Kevin approached us about the transfer. My guess is it took a bit of time out of the… environment… of the Nest for his body to really start feeling the high sugars. And with the state of his injuries, I can’t imagine discerning one pain from another was possible.”

    “It’s insane. Everything about it makes perfect sense and none at all. I keep trying to find the words but the only thing coming to my mind is just ‘what the fuck’ on repeat?”

    “The more I find out about Edgar Allen, the angrier I get,” Rhemann confesses. “I’m just relieved that Neil dragged him here when he did.”

    “Jean’s not,” Jeremy says immediately. “He has creatively threatened his death multiple times.”

    “No, I don’t suspect he is,” James says sagely. “But it doesn’t matter, because he’s here to be angry about it.”

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    19 Nov 2025