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  1. Public Bookmark 5

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    Phil Lester lives alone in a cabin deep in the woods, far from people, questions, and the past he barely survived. He tells himself he is fine with the quiet. Then, during a storm, a barefoot stranger appears at his door, soaked, terrified, and unable to explain where he came from. Letting Dan inside should feel dangerous, but leaving him outside feels worse.

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    08 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 6

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    Dan knows the couple's costume with Louise is a laugh. At least there's one other person at the party who's in on the joke.

    “Er, sorry. I don’t actually know how to dance.”

    Phil lifts his brows, jokingly accusatory. His hand is still on Dan’s shoulder. “Well, that didn’t stop you, did it?”

    He colours; finds difficulty in suppressing the grin. “I—"

    “Dan!”

    At the sound of his name, he whirls around, immediately releasing Phil’s waist. His shoulders retract a bit in relief when he realises, again, that it’s only Louise, though he’s not entirely sure whether he’s wanted her to see him like this, whether better her or a stranger. He smiles; shifts, restlessly, as if to brush off any awkwardness, and champs at the bit. “Oh. Hey, I’ve been looking for you."

    “I see you two’ve already become acquainted,” she muses, brushing off the blatant lie (which, honest, Dan is rather grateful for), and lifts forearms that trail into four small shot glasses, sparkling with coloured liquid. “Jelly shots, anyone?”

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    18 May 2026

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    Daniel you are so dear to me

  3. Public Bookmark 68

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    Phil Lester has been on the internet for almost twenty years.
    He has a successful channel, a popular podcast, a home he loves, and a life that turned out exactly how he hoped it would. Which is why he can’t quite figure out why it suddenly feels like he’s stuck.

    The blond hair was supposed to help. It didn’t.

    The tattoo, on the other hand, might be a worse idea.
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    based on the cactuar tattoo incident they mention in the "our phanniversary wedding game". au, phil is a youtuber, dan is a tattoo artist. :)

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    16 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 31

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    Dan is not very good at being a girl or at being a nun, maybe because deep down she doesn't feel like either of them. She gets by pretending, though - at least until Father Philip shows up in her life.

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    13 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 14

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    ✵ What if Phil had not met Dan and had formed a YouTube duo with John Smith instead? ✵

    #phohnisnotreal #phanmight

    - a social media AU with (bored) YouTube star Phil Lester & (anxious) musical theatre revelation Dan Howell -

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    10 May 2026