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  1. Public Bookmark 12

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    It’s not often that Matt and Jay get out of the city.

    (alternatively: let's get drunk at wards island so i can spill my guts without feeling guilty about it!)

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    12 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 26

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    It’s taking longer than Jay thought it would to get back on his feet. 

    He can’t afford his own place, so he’s still living with Matt. They move through each other’s lives like the other is invisible. Or, at least, that’s true of Jay. Matt keeps doing things for him that Jay would tell him to stop doing if he could see him. Jay wakes up and finds his water bottle full, finds breakfast on the kitchen counter with a fork and knife on a napkin alongside it, finds his bed made and his laundry done. These are, maybe importantly, things that Matt has never done for him before. And still. 

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    12 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 11

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    web-series era, battle of the bands episode gone wrong gone right gone sexual alternate ending

    "You really think I wouldn’t do it?” Matt said.

    “I’m just saying, it’s all well and good for you to say it now, but if shit were to really go down—” Jay stopped mid sentence as Matt slid off the couch and kneeled down on the floor in front of him. It was always a pleasure to see Jay dumbfounded, to see a cocky grin wiped off of his face, to see him realize that he was dead fucking wrong and Matt was right.

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    12 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 11

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    “You can’t do anything by yourself, can you, Bird?”

    Matt paused like he wanted Jay to answer, a complete departure from his usual scolding methods. Jay fumbled around for a response. “I, uh— I’m— I can do stuff,” he said. “With— without you.” The defense was weak. His heart wasn’t in it. Jay also knew, deep down inside himself, that what Matt said was true.

    “No, you can’t,” Matt corrected condescendingly. “Every time you try, you fail. It’s embarrassing, really. You’re useless without me.”

     

    In which Matt tells Jay how stupid he is, and Jay learns something new about himself.

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    09 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 17

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    “What? You don't wanna become a man tonight? Or…make me a man?” He's yelling over the music, the mechanical sounds of the arcade. Jay genuinely wants to die.

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    08 Jun 2026