celestialbear



Recent bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Death is not the worst thing that can happen to a man.

    To break him, you must first shatter his body—again and again and again. Then, you take his mind, his will, his name. You strip him down to something unrecognisable, reshape him into something he was never meant to be. Survival is its own kind of cruelty, and some wounds don’t heal. Some don’t even scar.

    Because war doesn’t just take. It chews men up and spits them out as something else: hollowed beings, stitched haphazardly, and left to stumble forward. No side is ever truly victorious, not when the battlefield becomes a graveyard, and the survivors are left carrying its ghosts. No matter who wins, the cost is always the same: the weight of what can never be undone.

    All wars end the same.

    -
    This is the story of Bucky Barnes, Steve Rogers, and the Howling Commandos. The war they fought. The men they lost. The scars they carried. The love that blooms, even in the darkest of places, far behind enemy lines.

    Before the ice. Before the Winter Soldier.

    Before it all got worse .

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    282,447
    Chapters:
    37/45
    Comments:
    470
    Kudos:
    371
    Bookmarks:
    151
    Hits:
    21,705

    13 Apr 2026

  2. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    A charity dunk tank, some sorry excuses for friends, a Slytherin with freakishly good aim, a (mostly) empty locker room, and one very small towel. Because, apparently, everyone is dying to get Harry Potter wet.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    13,510
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    122
    Kudos:
    4,790
    Bookmarks:
    855
    Hits:
    48,321

    14 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    And maybe that’s what they’re running from. Those ghosts. That minefield. The suffocating pressure to live up to who they used to be when who they used to be has now become stale, recycled words in textbooks and museums and clickbait online articles. Captain America and Bucky Barnes may be American heroes, relics of a time when patriotism ran deep and values were wholesome, but they are also people who lived and breathed and died to live and breathe again.

    They fuck off to the coast, trying to put as many miles between them and D.C. as possible. New York is loud and claustrophobic at the best of times, but California has the open skies and roads that make Steve ease a little more into his skin.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    13,440
    Chapters:
    4/4
    Comments:
    164
    Kudos:
    1,256
    Bookmarks:
    350
    Hits:
    19,008

    13 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Steve’s fighting five against one, of fucking course, fending them off with only his shield, why has this asshole never got a gun on him.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,574
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    55
    Kudos:
    1,618
    Bookmarks:
    260
    Hits:
    18,275

    11 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “Oh, fuck,” Steve hisses. “Jesus. Couldn’t even wait for me to wake up, could you?”

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,832
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    46
    Kudos:
    1,991
    Bookmarks:
    341
    Hits:
    28,438

    16 Feb 2026