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    this is not enough (i am not enough) by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    08 Jan 2026

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    Shane's breath catches on a sob, and he muffles the sound with his hand. Everything feels like too much. He’s naked, and he can feel entirely too much on his body, inside his body, and he hates how it's starting to feel gross. His head is pounding, and he can't even focus on placating his mind when his lungs are also screaming in his throat for breath.

    Ilya hears, and his hands reach out to hold Shane, tension lying in every part of his body. “Shane—”

    “Don't touch me,” Shane snaps, more desperation than yelling as he rips his arm out of Ilyas's grasp. His tears have nowhere to go now, and they finally spill over, hot and humiliating, down his cheeks.

    Ilya freezes in place, hand hovering mid-air. A myriad of emotions flicker across his face: confusion, hurt, fear. Ilya takes an unconscious step back like someone shoved him. His body curls in on itself, trying to make himself appear smaller.

    He looks... terrified. Like, Shane just called him a monster, and he believes it.

    OR: inspired by the fight in the long game when ilya had told shane he could have sex with other men because he did not believe in cheating.

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    23 Mar 2026

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    Mystery Work

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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

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    24 Jan 2026

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    Absolution by

    Fandoms: Superman - All Media Types, Superman (Comics), Superman (Movie 2025)  

    21 Jul 2025

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    Clark Kent introduces himself on the train after he compliments your shirt.

    And, that's really all it takes.

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    21 Aug 2025

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    Out of Sight (Inside the Mind) by for vannahfanfics

    Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia  

    26 Mar 2022

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    Katsuki and Izuku plan the most perfect date by recreating their first date. Katsuki has his own extra agenda, however: dropping on one knee and popping the question by the end of the day, and hopefully calling Izuku his fiancé by the end of the night.

    People may tell him that he's stupid and that he should go out there and find his own soulmate, but all of them can go suck his big toe. He doesn't want to be with anyone that isn't Izuku and that's final.

    A stupid tattooed pattern on his skin or the lack of one on Izuku's won't fucking make him change his mind.

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    09 Feb 2024

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    This Is the Only Thing I’ve Ever Had Any Faith In by

    Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia  

    30 Apr 2022

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    As Izuku noticed the oil in the mapu tofu had begun solidifying as it cooled, he finally felt the first tear roll down one of his cheeks. It looked unappetizing, the color of the dish paling as it did when it was no longer fresh and warm. Izuku had worked so hard to make it exactly how Kacchan had liked it.

    It would keep, he thought as more tears rolled down his cheeks. It would reheat well for a couple of days, he tried to assure himself. But today was Kacchan’s birthday, not tomorrow, not a couple of days from now, today.

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    20 Apr 2023