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Kenma is mesmerised, watching the man intently as music fills him up, caressing his soul. Touching him in ways he never had the privilege to be touched before. He doesn’t believe in love. Doesn’t even know what it’s supposed to feel like. But sitting here, listening to Kuroo play and watching the smoke of his cigarette waft into the dimness of the room, Kenma is almost certain that he’s in love.
In which Kenma is drifting through life aimlessly while Kuroo has bad habits and plays in a band.
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- Part 1 of cigarettes after sex
Bookmarked by azowi
17 Feb 2026
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tears in my eyes this is all i ever needed omg must read
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“Oikawa,” Matsukawa mutters, surprised more than anything. “It’s two in the morning, what are you—?”
“What’s wrong with me, Mattsun?” Oikawa pulls at the hem of his shirt, the sopping fabric clinging to his skin and leaking water onto the doormat. “Anybody, everybody I know would kill to have me. And the only one I want to feel that way won’t even look at me.”
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Bookmarked by azowi
26 Jan 2026
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this didn't comfort me very much oh my god this fucking broke my heart in the best and worst way had my glasses full of tears
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Kuroo’s hand is still on Kenma’s jaw. Kenma wants more, wants another now. He leans forward, and Kuroo is there meeting him half-way. He lets his hands fall to Kuroo’s thighs in front of him. The second kiss is more. He keeps his eyes closed when Kuroo moves away this time. Kuroo’s voice sounds too loud in the space, but maybe he’s just closer than he usually is to his friend. “Is that what you wanted?”
Kenma opens his eyes; he nods. “For now.” He stands up and moves toward the door. He doesn’t turn around, lets his heart beat in his eardrums as he flees from the room.
(OR Kenma and Kuroo and friends with benefits)
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“You just what?”
“I don’t know.”
It was silent, for a long moment. Then, without warning, Kuroo sniffled. Kenma shifted enough to see the tears that were slipping down his friend's cheeks. Instead of moving to console him, to make it even worse, he sat there, and waited.
“Sometimes I wish I wasn’t famous so I could be who I wanted to be.”
Kenma’s heart stopped. He leaned onto his elbows and looked at Kuroo with eyes as sharp as they could get.
“You have a boyfriend,” he accused, and his mouth was dry.
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Iwaizumi blinked his gaze over to Oikawa, "Last time was supposed to be a one time thing," he said, voice low, lacking some conviction.
Oikawa's lips twitched into a smirk and he brought them hovering just over Iwaizumi's, "One time thing, Two time thing, what's it matter as long as it's not a Relationship thing?"
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- Part 1 of Breaking the Rules