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    Everything has been going well so far. Wonderlands x Showtime has taken off decently, and Rui and Tsukasa have still been meeting up in between college lectures, still passionate about their show discussions. Rui couldn’t ask for anything more, for sure…

    “Tsukasa-kun, what did you just say?”

    “I said, I’m going on a date! Help me out here!”

    Rui stares, mouth agape, feeling his heart sink to the bottom of his soles, at the blond boy opposite him.

    “... A date, you say?”

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    11 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 12

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    A series of moments in the week following the last performance of Parade to Heaven where Tsukasa struggles to deal with feelings and thoughts he’d pushed down all this time.

    He’s fine. He swears he is fine. Of course, his troupemates would disagree.

    Nothing gets resolved in the end.

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    09 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 18

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    “She was rather fragile during your middle school years, right? That’s what you said the other day?”

    Tsukasa nodded. “That was when her health was at its worst… I saw her a lot less during those years. And my parents were with her a lot more then, too… At least in elementary school, it was on and off, but… It was also a lot scarier when she had to leave, because neither of us knew much about her condition at the time. I’d…”

    “You’d…?”

    “I’d cry, a lot. When Saki left. I’d cry even if one of my parents stayed with me… They said it was like I could feel her pain. But I couldn’t, what I felt was surely only a fraction of Saki’s pain.”

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    tsukasa is getting help . he's getting better .

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    25 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 15

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    Ever since that show they did a couple weeks ago Tsukasa had dreamt of that night again and again. No matter how hard he tried to distract himself, he hadn't been able to get those memories to leave his mind. It was like he’d opened Pandora's box and now that he’d remembered how he’d felt that night, he couldn't get himself to forget again.

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    Or: Tsukasa is really struggling after the events of kasa7 and those around him are starting to get really worried.

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    23 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 14

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    Rui confronts Tsukasa about Sakaki's training on Method acting, and they end up arguing about their much too distinct opinions.

    And they share their feelings for once.

    This takes place after Kasa7!!

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    23 Jun 2026