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  1. Public Bookmark 31

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    A spin on Neil’s night out.

    Where he never got the bartender to knock him out, he wasn’t even able to leave the table.

    Nicky may or may not have given him too many crackers, on purpose.

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    He looked up at Andrew who had a grin on his face. Hands slammed down on Neil’s trapping him to the table.

    “That will kick in in a few seconds.” No. He was so stupid. Neil panicked trying to pull his hands away. Nicky grabbed him by the neck and tilted his head backwards. Everything was becoming blurry.

    Nicky scanned his face icy fingers sliding through his hair.

    “His pupils are blown. You promised me five minutes.”

    “Whatever. Don’t do anything stupid.”

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  2. Public Bookmark 40

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    What if the guy Neil had payed to knock him out at Eden's didn't do that, instead took things too far...

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    neil can't remember when it started

    can't remember when it became a necessity, a dependency

    but it did

    andrew shakes the pill bottle and it rattles in a way that promises there arent too many pills left

    it should be empty

    it should have gone out months ago

    day 28: denial | exposure | “they caught me red handed”

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    10 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 16

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    Day 3: Pinned Down

    Andrew gets taken to Baltimore with Neil.

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  5. Public Bookmark 30

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    Febuwhump Day 5: Not Trusting Reality

    Andrew Minyard knows Neil Josten is dead, but someone is cooking pancakes in his kitchen.

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