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Why Then Oh Why Can't I? (or, 5 Times Steve Rogers Felt Awkward Talking About Sex, and One Time He Stopped Talking Altogether) by ladyblahblah
Fandoms: The Avengers (2012), Captain America (2011)
30 Jun 2012
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“You really never did grow up all the way, did you, Steve? Of course it changes things. But hey.” He lifts his glass, and Steve reluctantly lets go to join in the toast. “Who says change has to be bad?”
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24 Jul 2026
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As I lay living and God laughed down by Jacobi
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
01 Nov 2025
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Steve woke up staring into the eyes of the Winter Soldier. "Ah, Fuck," He said, and the Winter Soldier laughed at him.
So Steve stayed. Big deal. Whatever. So the Winter Soldier let him stay. Big deal. Whatever.
James Barnes knocked Steve out and returned him to Nick Fury's doorstep with an honest to god note pinned to his uniform: You lost this.
Bucky meant it, too. You lost this man. You did not take care of this man like you should have, and shame on you, because I would have loved him for free.
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18 May 2026
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Into Yellow by c0llapsing97
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types, Captain America (Comics), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types, Avengers (Comics), The Avengers - Ambiguous Fandom, Marvel Cinematic Universe, Marvel, Marvel (Comics), Captain America: The First Avenger - Fandom
31 Jan 2021
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She was the most infuriating woman Bucky Barnes had ever met. Lucy Heinrich was a German-American archaeologist, tasked with retrieving stolen art from the Nazi’s after her fiancé was killed in a death camp. She was the bane of Bucky’s existence, with her stupid smile and skyscraper legs. The way she ran her pretty little mouth made his blood boil, and not in a good kinda way.
And no — their back and forth banter was not the result of sexual tension, as Dum Dum Dugan painfully liked to point out whenever they had one of their spats.
...But, she was charming. In an irritating, know-it-all, kinda way.
Unfortunately for Bucky, Dugan attempts to play matchmaker and volunteers them both for Lucy’s suicide mission of retrieving the Tesseract. The first problem: It’s deep behind Nazi territory. The second, was that maybe Dugan was right. Perhaps Bucky’s feelings of wanting to throw her against a wall and strangle her, begins to dissipate into something else.
He still wants to throw her against a wall, though. For other reasons. And maybe being bossed around by the broad with a killer smile and dynamite red lipstick won’t be so bad? Plus, he had to admit, she did look damn good dressed in silk.
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- Part 1 of The Red Mistress
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09 Apr 2026
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Poppylan Wilkes is a successful book editor that doesn’t have time for relationships. Good thing you can request a service...
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16 Jun 2021
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Takes place one year after The Last Jedi. Some elements from TROS (planets, characters and some plot beats), manipulated a little or a lot to suit my version of the story. Expect appearances from past and present characters and conflict within our two opposing sides; the Resistance and the First Order, as the galaxy at large comes to terms with the complications and consequences caused by the dyad
Rey and Kylo are very conflicted over the events in Snoke’s Throne Room so prepare for a very slow-burn romance, angst and humour as they sort out their feelings over a lengthy resolution to their epic star-crossed drama.
This is everything I would have loved to see in TROS to close the circle of the Skywalker Saga and resolve Light and Dark, albeit with a lot more introspection than would be permissible for a big-budget Hollywood blockbuster. But it’s Star Wars and my two favourite characters and I can’t help digging into their feelings as events unfold. Written in the third person, mostly from the morally confused and increasingly enamoured perspectives of Rey and Kylo.
Fanart will be added gradually, links to updates in Chapter 50..- Language:
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03 Feb 2021