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    After divorce and retirement, Ilya Rozanov finds himself back in Shane Hollander's orbit. It's been thirteen years since they've spoken.

    Ilya finds ways to stay.

    Shane finds ways to let him.

    Or.

    Pathetic Divorced Man Ilya Rozanov spends an increasing amount of time with his ex.

    title from even now by william fitzsimmons

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    04 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 62

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    "Hollander, do you want to help my son practice english?" Grigori Rozanov suddenly said.

    Shane froze in the doorway, a hammer gripped tightly in his hand. "I—sorry-"

    A Russian family moves into Shane's neighborhood and Grigori Rozanov offers him to help his son Ilya with his English grammar.

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    02 Jul 2026

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    He was walking to his Jeep when the stench of cigarette smoke hit his nose. A few feet away, a tall, broad shouldered figure was standing, back to Shane, watching the sunset. Propped against the wall next to him was the bi-pride flag emblazoned sled.

    “That was a great game.” Shane said, taking a couple steps in the direction of the sledge hockey center. “You’re an amazing player to watch, but you’re really not supposed to smoke here.” The man stiffened and then pivoted slowly towards Shane. Backlit by the setting sun, his facial expression was indiscernible.

    “Oh my God Hollander, you are so boring.”

    Ilya was dead.

    Or at least, Alexei Rozanov said he was. Even after two years, Shane still hoped to see him again. He never imagined reuniting in the parking lot of a community center in suburban Ottawa.
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    A family emergency means Ilya and Shane never meet in Las Vegas. In Russia, Alexei uncovers Ilya's sexuality and attacks him, inflicting grievous injuries. Ilya escapes with his life, but is forced into hiding, seeking refugee status in Canada where he builds a quiet, but meaningful, existence.

    The only problem: even two years later, he misses Shane Hollander.

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    02 Jul 2026

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    “Ilya?” 5 year old Shane turned towards his friend.
    “Yeah?” Ilya asked, not lifting his head from the sand castle he was carefully building.
    “Don’t you think I’m weird?” Shane asked, swallowing the weird lump in his throat that appeared when the thought first came to his mind.
    “You are weird Hollander.” Ilya answered simply. “We all are. You speak weird because of thoughts. I speak weird because of accent. It does not matter. We are weird together.”
    “Oh.” Shane nodded, then with a smile asked one more question. “Can you promise me we will be weird together forever?”

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    Ilya and Shane were childhood bestfriends, but then sudden death of irina rozanova changed everything. Can they be them again, after so many years without contact?

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    12 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 49

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    Lieutenants Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov are rivals on the clock and something far hotter behind closed doors. But in a department where reputations are everything, and the Commissioner is watching, love is the ultimate liability. When the pressure mounts and the stakes turn deadly, Shane makes the impossible choice to walk away to protect Ilya’s future. But how do you stay in the same room as the person who owns your heart when you’re forced to act like strangers?

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    05 Jun 2026