LilyoftheLost
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An ongoing series where two touch-starved men figure out how to take care of each other in ways that no military field guide ever covered. Thankfully, when you already trust a person with your life, letting them see you at your most vulnerable isn't nearly as hard as it sounds.
Non-sexual intimacy, physical touch, a little angst, and a lot of comfort.
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Bookmarked by LilyoftheLost
02 Feb 2026
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NHL vs. cop slide by sapphic_sprout
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Dec 2025
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Video leaked of Boston Raiders player Cliff Marleau (@CMarleauRaiders) taking a nighttime tumble down the infamous Boston "cop slide."OR
Going down the "cop slide" becomes a trend among NHL players when visiting Boston, and Ilya may or may not be responsible, but no one can prove it.
[4/6/26 - podfic now available!]
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Bookmarked by LilyoftheLost
29 Dec 2025
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genuinely the funniest fic I've read. giggling on my couch rn
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Such a Pretty Crier by Bruja_oscura
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Dec 2025
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Shane is still learning that he doesn't have to be perfect in his own relationship. Ilya is still learning the rules of Shane's bad days. So when Shane tries to push him away after a crushing loss, it leads to a tense argument. But ten years of rivalry are no match for Shane’s tears; the second he starts to cry, Ilya folds like a house of cards.
Or: Shane tries to starve himself as punishment for losing, Ilya tries to feed him, and it turns into a very soft night of pampering because Ilya is legally incapable of staying angry at a crying Shane.
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Bookmarked by LilyoftheLost
03 Jan 2026
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something something "Shane blinked, confused. "I don't know. Being together. Making each other happy."" knowing every piece of you, seeing all the sides of you even when you think those sides are bad or should be hidden is what makes me happy. being able to hold you and help you when you feel horrible makes me happy, knowing exactly what you need and being able to give it to you makes me happy, even if that means holding you while you feel like you're falling apart. something something
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‘I am having a panic attack,’ Ilya says serenely. ‘In your exhibitionist cottage.’
(Post-season finale.)
Bookmarked by LilyoftheLost
28 Dec 2025
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‘Your future is straight line. You’re on train with— hmm— ten different stops. It’s so sure for you, and then suddenly this stop came before time, so you freaked out. Yes?’
‘...yes.’
‘I have no train, Hollander,’ Ilya whispers. ‘I have no future.’
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‘Honey,’ Ilya echoes. ‘Мед. Honey, honey. Honey Shane.’
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Здравствуй, моя хорошая. Держи чистосердечное, я буду любить тебя всю зиму, а зимы тут вечные!Hello, my dear. Here's a confession - I'm going to love you all winter, and winters here are eternal!
- Graffiti found on a wall in St. Petersburg
wgat te fuck