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    There is a space between the soul and the body. A fist-sized hole, just large enough for hands to pass through.

    There, in an inlet by the infinite nothing, something will slip inside.

    You will not feel the penetration because you are not inside yourself anymore - you’re trapped in whatever gray matter remains at the edges of the void, and as whatever is left of you is scraped up from between the cracks in the sediment, you’re reformed into bastardized configurations.

    The cut will be quick and painless.

    You won’t know to miss the parts of you that drift out with the tide.

     

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    Seven young men struggle to navigate the physical and psychological aftermath of an incident that leaves them in altered bodies.

    (A serious body horror warning for anyone who's sensitive about that; this a straight up queer horror fic. Other than that, we're here to have a good emotional gay time!!)

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    28 Dec 2025

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    Seonghwa happily fiddles with his pretty outfit as he waits for Hongjoong to turn around, touching the soft fabric with gentle hands. He's so excited, he forgot all about his apprehension and fear of judgment.

    "Can you help me with -" Hongjoong mumbles, facing Seonghwa. "Oh."

    Suddenly self-conscious and frightened, Seonghwa takes a step back. He cowers and wraps his hands around his waist. Of course, he looks stupid. An alpha like him could never look pretty.

     

    (or, a cute costume, a sketchy pill, and hongjoong help seonghwa realize things about himself)

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    04 Nov 2025

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    Somehow, at the beginning of the semester at his new university two years ago, Seonghwa found himself wandering around rows of booths, looking for a club to join. He’d picked up a few pamphlets. Lego club, Star Wars club, gardening club. He wanted to carefully consider his options before joining just any club.

    That is, of course, until he came face to face with the most handsome boy he’s ever seen. Seongwha could hardly hear him introducing the club; he was so transfixed by him. He was slightly shorter than him, with bright blue hair and a blinding smile. “Anyways! I’m Hongjoong. Have you signed up for a club yet?” He asked, holding a clipboard out to him. Seonghwa could do nothing but blink and stammer. “Oh- I, um. No, I haven’t. I-I’m sorry, what club is this?” The boy beams, and Seonghwa swears his heart skips a beat. “Track and field! Only the coolest club on campus.” He nudges Seonghwa’s side and laughs softly.

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    If only Seonghwa knew what would come of that fateful day.

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    24 Sep 2025

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    if it feels good, then it can’t be bad, right?

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    seonghwa’s seemingly perfect college roommate is not so perfect. unfortunately seonghwa ends up in the wrong place, at the wrong time.

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    16 Aug 2025

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    Kim Hongjoong is his savior, his comfort, his reason for breathing. Being rescued off the streets from his life as a stray, Seonghwa spends his days relishing in Hongjoong’s comfort and gentleness as they settle into a domestic life as roommates.

    As time goes on, Seonghwa finds himself yearning for his owner in ways he has never felt before.

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    Seonghwa tries to get Hongjoong’s attention. He gets more than he expected.

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    13 Aug 2025