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   If I Can't Have Me, Then No One Can by HouseOfWack

   Fandoms: The Amazing Digital Circus (Web Series)  

   • Mature
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death
   • Multi
   • Complete Work

   19 Sep 2025

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Major Character Death
   • Gangle & Jax & Kinger & Pomni & Ragatha & Zooble (The Amazing Digital Circus)
   • Jax & Pomni (The Amazing Digital Circus)
   • Jax & Ragatha (The Amazing Digital Circus)
   • Gangle & Jax (The Amazing Digital Circus)
   • Gangle/Zooble (The Amazing Digital Circus)
   • Jax & Zooble (The Amazing Digital Circus)
   • Jax & Kinger (The Amazing Digital Circus)
   • Jax/Ribbit (The Amazing Digital Circus)
   • Jax (The Amazing Digital Circus)
   • Caine (The Amazing Digital Circus)
   • Pomni (The Amazing Digital Circus)
   • Bubble (The Amazing Digital Circus)
   • Gangle (The Amazing Digital Circus)
   • Zooble (The Amazing Digital Circus)
   • Kinger (The Amazing Digital Circus)
   • Ragatha (The Amazing Digital Circus)
   • Jax is Bad at Feelings (The Amazing Digital Circus)
   • Abstraction (The Amazing Digital Circus)
   • Fear of Death
   • Fear
   • Existential Angst
   • Jax Being an Asshole (The Amazing Digital Circus)
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Suicide Attempt
   • Temporary Character Death
   • Animal Instincts
   • Cartoon Physics
   • Dark Comedy
   • Any Pronouns for Zooble (The Amazing Digital Circus)
   • Ragatha Tries (The Amazing Digital Circus)
   • Oblivious Caine (The Amazing Digital Circus)
   • Caine Tries (The Amazing Digital Circus)
   • Parental Kinger (The Amazing Digital Circus)
   • Sweet Gangle (The Amazing Digital Circus)
   • It Gets Worse Before It Gets Better
   • It Gets Worse
   • OOC probably idc tho
   • Jax Angst (The Amazing Digital Circus)
   • I'm going to hurt the rabbit
   • Violence
   • Self-Harm
   • Self-Hatred
   • they're all having a bad time
   • they used to be friends
   • Violence written by someone who's never done a violence in their life
   • Dialogue Heavy
   • Unreliable Narrator
   • Drug Use
   • Stupid Sauce (The Amazing Digital Circus)
   • Jax-centric (The Amazing Digital Circus)
   • Everyone Needs a Hug
   • Slow Burn Jax/Letting himself be happy
   • Jax Being Jax (The Amazing Digital Circus)
   • Overdosing
   • it gets worse before it gets worse
   • Implied/Referenced Child Abuse
   • Implied/Referenced Abuse
   • Past Abuse
   • Reader-Interactive
   • You guys get to vote on things with 0 information

   Summary

   He saw this coming, but why did no one warn him it would hurt so bad?

   Title from Motionless In White: Masterpiece, it's Jax coded.

   NOW WITH ART!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thank U guys 😭😭😭

   Series

   • Part 1 of If I Can't Have Me

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   English

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