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There was this layer of guilt and shame over him that he couldn’t shake – as if everyone who looked at him would know that he was crazy and had tried to kill himself. Who knew, maybe they did. Maybe he was branded for life now with an unmistakable look in his eye that said, ‘I attempted suicide’, and he would be faced with either pity or disgust everywhere he went.
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Eddie recovers from his suicide attempt, and their family begins to heal.Series
- Part 2 of the sun will rise
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07 Sep 2025
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Buck sits on the edge of the bed, reaches out to put a hand on Eddie’s head—he’s warm. Too warm.
Now that Buck’s awake and paying attention, now his eyes are adjusted to the darkness, he can see the flush of Eddie’s cheeks and hear the snuffly sound of his breaths.
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30 Nov 2024
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Mystery Work
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This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
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27 Aug 2024
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"Maddie." Eddie’s fear matches her own when they meet each other’s eyes again. “You gotta get out. We don’t have time…”
“I’m not leaving you.”
“What about Jee, Maddie?” Eddie grabs it like the steel frame in his side and jams it straight through her heart. “Who’d you rather leave? Me or her?”
For a moment, she thinks of how simple it would be. How badly she wants to get out. To remove the danger, to remove the possibility of leaving Jee, again, of leaving Chimney again. She could get out of the car. She could survive this.
Some part of her wants to, so bad, but she’s staring at Eddie, and thinking of Buck’s shaking hands after he got shot, thinking of Eddie spinning Christopher at the fire station, thinking of all the things this world has to lose if it loses Eddie Diaz. Thinking of all the things her brother would lose.
Thinking of all the things she would lose.
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Eddie and Maddie end up in an impossible situation.
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22 Aug 2024
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Buck snaked an arm around Eddies waist and pulled him closer, kissing his temple as his boyfriend talked to Hen and Chim. "Why are you guys looking at us like that?" Hen and Chims jaws were practically on the floor, "he just.. kissed you" Buck and Eddie shared a look,
"Um yeah.. thats what you do when you're dating?" his answer sounded more like a question.
"Youre dating!?" the backyard went quiet, everyone turned to look at the two, they had no idea why everyone was so lost.
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5 times the firefam thought Buck and Eddie were just oblivious and one time they were proven they were the oblivious ones.Bookmarked by B_if_i
11 Jul 2024