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The sky was so nice.
clear and sunny.
I bet mom would've loved this..
she'd love this more then she loved you.
maybe I can take her here one day.
If they don't already hate you.
Shut the fuck up.
worthless, pathetic, clingy, disgusting YOUR A MISTAK—
'Wake me up when it's all over, when I'm wis-'
Sasha groaned, slapping their phone a few times before sitting up. They looked down at their hands, then at their lap. God they hated their stupid nightmares. Stupid fucking voices...
The young adult got up from their bed, picking up their phone, reading over their last messages.
'still no reply.. what a great fucking partner you are..'
They sighed, turning off their phone and throwing it onto their bed. Letting their legs walk them out to their bathroom, their mind ran on autopilot. They barely registered what they were doing when they were suddenly completely changed and standing in their kitchen.
They stared down at the knife in their hand for a moment it seemed the whole world stopped. They glanced at the blade, then at the loaf of bread before looking back at the blade. Despite their mind telling them not to be stupid, they were already 4 years clean and they shouldn't break it.
Their body moved against their better judgement. They winced, watching as the sharp metal blade glided across their wrist. "Now I have to remove that 4 years clean post now... Fucks sake..." Sasha threw the knife back onto the counter, holding back on cutting more.