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English
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Part 1 of Fourth of July
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Published:
2023-07-25
Updated:
2024-07-17
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81,089
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21/?
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Shall we Look at the Moon?

Summary:

Ghost never escapes Roba, they're successful in brainwashing him and Soap is sent undercover to gather intel on the Zaragoza drug cartel but instead gets compromised.

or

Ghost's father made him, Roba perfected him and now Soaps trying to fix him.

HIATUS FOR NO CERTAIN PERIOD OF TIME NOT ABANDONED

Notes:

tags will change with every chapter, however, these are current cw for the entire work, these can and will change whenever I feel like it.
-rape/non con; explcit disscused and protrayed, written 'porn-y' becuase i fw with that shit, also one scene of ghoap non-con but its dubcon/not violent/reluctant rapist (?)
-rape/trafficing of a minor; allusions to using kid as a 'toy', litterally one line and never brought up again.
-suicidality; thoughts, reaccounting past attempts, disscusing past attempts, talk of assisted suicide.
-drug use; mentioned suicidal drug overdose, downer pills, being forcible medicated, mentions of addiction of loved ones and the shit that that brings.
-slurs; usage of the f slur in a derogatory way.
-canon typical violence; if you know me you know i like to get gorey.
-intrusive thoughts; explicit, unwanted negative self talk and impulses of violence.
-self mutilation; explicit, thoughts, not in a pain seeking or self harm way, not described as being pleasurable or enjoyed.
-very mild dubcon; explicit, ghost/soap, both parties are consenting but also equally intoxicated.
-overall shittiness; ghost nor soap are good people or deal with anything the 'right' way. soap ignores most of ghosts issues and uses his own feelings to pressure him to doing things in later chapters and ghost is severely insecure and could be read as toxic with some of the ways he tries to keep soap from leaving, also in later chapters.
-generally if you're sensitive to anything on that list in any capacity this probably isn't for you, sorry.

also, everything in [brackets] is to be considered translated spanish, some things aren't translate for dramatic effect and then you'll find translations in the end notes, tooltips or if your on phone both google and safari will let you translate things right in the tab by highlighting them.

(See the end of the work for more notes.)

Chapter 1: Prologue

Summary:

A monster is born.

Notes:

-posted 07/25/23
-edited 11/19/24
-word count 527

Chapter Text

It was cold.

Simon tried to open his eyes before he realized that they're already open, pure darkness engulfed him and he started second guessing if he was even awake at all.

He tried to sit up but just slammed his head into something instead, he pushed his hands up with a groan. He run his fingers along the ceiling of wherever he was and followed the corner of it down.

It felt like the box; wood, but it was short and long instead of square, and obviously severely lacking in bugs.

He could kick the bottom of it with his feet and knock the sides with his elbows. Something wet moved over his cheek and Simon tried to wipe it off, whatever it was fell off but more just crawled onto him.

He started to feel around the space by his head, he could touch the wall above his head and the corners. There was something soft next to him and he pressed his hand into it.

His fingers sunk through whatever it was, something viscous and moist squished over his palm and under his nails. He moved his other hand over and felt along the thing.

There was something hard under the layer of whatever and he pushed through to feel it up.

Teeth , a jaw, eye sockets, a cavity for a nose .

He wrapped his hand entirely around the bottom jaw and pulled, flesh and cartilage crackling and peeling away.

He sucked in a meager breath and yanked again, this time it gave out and his hand banged into the top of the coffin with the force.

He ran his hand along the top of the box again before slamming the jaw into it. The wood splintered a little and something dry and dusty fell onto his face. He sputtered a little and turned his head away before hitting it again.

It only took a few more hits before the stream of dirt became heavy. Simon sucked in a breath and started shoving the dirt down to his feet with one hand while using the other to break through the earth above.

The bottom of the coffin was almost completely full of dirt when he started to try to sit up and push through the tunnel he was digging.

He almost had his feet under him, digging and breaking through the dirt.

His hand broke out into the cool air and he nearly laughed.

He pushed his other hand up and started shoveling dirt away and onto the ground above.

Simon saw daylight and scrambled up into the sun, he gasped and heaved, completely pulling himself out of the ground and onto his stomach.

He didn't dare open his eyes, just laid there and breathed. The sun was hot on his back and he never wanted to feel anything more. 

“Perro!” A whistle came from off to his side “Knew you had it in you"

Simon rolled over onto his back and finally opened his eyes. Roba was crouched and staring down at him, grinning. Torres was standing behind him, looking smug.

Roba chuckled lowly “Oh don't look at me like that, you're perfect