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   Like Suicide, Only Softer by orphan_account for Leathermouth

   Fandoms: Bandom, Panic! at the Disco  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   18 Dec 2012

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Ryan Ross/Brendon Urie
   • Frank Iero/Gerard Way
   • Ryan Ross
   • Brendon Urie
   • Gerard Way
   • Frank Iero
   • Mikey Way
   • Mental Institutions
   • Character Death
   • Schizophrenia
   • Eating Disorders
   • Suicide
   • Major character death - Freeform
   • bear in mind this was written over 5 years ago when I was 17 so it's not nearly perfect
   • The smut is awful I apologize
   • i should have added a major character death tag 5 years ago but again I was 17 and dumb
   • sorry friends

   Summary

   When eighteen-year-old Brendon Urie is admitted to a mental hospital, he is forced to deal with his many issues, along with his schizophrenic roommate, Ryan.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   21,778

   Chapters:

   1/1

   Comments:

   37

   Kudos:

   343

   Bookmarks:

   68

   Hits:

   10,118

   Bookmarked by vanillasprinklez

   03 Jul 2026

2. Rec *

   Nostalgie de la Boue by anonymous_azalea

   Fandoms: Sonic the Hedgehog - All Media Types, Sonic the Hedgehog (Live Action Universe)  

   • Explicit
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death, Rape/Non-Con, Underage Sex
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   28 Nov 2025

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Major Character Death
   • Rape/Non-Con
   • Underage Sex
   • Shadow the Hedgehog/Original Male Character(s)
   • Maria Robotnik & Shadow the Hedgehog
   • Gerald Robotnik & Shadow the Hedgehog
   • Shadow the Hedgehog/Sonic the Hedgehog
   • Shadow the Hedgehog & Tom Wachowski
   • Shadow the Hedgehog
   • Maria Robotnik
   • Gerald Robotnik
   • Original Sonic the Hedgehog Character(s)
   • Sonic the Hedgehog
   • Tom Wachowski
   • Maddie Wachowski
   • Knuckles the Echidna
   • Miles "Tails" Prower
   • Background & Cameo Characters
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • Dead Dove: Do Not Eat
   • Angst
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Whump
   • Grooming
   • Emotional Manipulation
   • Pedophilia
   • Rape
   • Child Abuse
   • Trauma
   • Emotional/Psychological Abuse
   • It Gets Worse Before It Gets Better
   • Gaslighting
   • Physical Abuse
   • Non-Consensual Drug Use
   • Stockholm Syndrome
   • Lima Syndrome
   • Dissociation
   • Slow Burn
   • Sexually Transmitted Diseases
   • Shadow the Hedgehog Needs a Hug
   • Obsessive Behavior
   • Age Regression/De-Aging
   • Unreliable Narrator
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Burns
   • Communication Failure
   • Written Pre-Sonic the Hedgehog 3 (2024)
   • Non-consensual Pornography/Revenge Porn
   • Suicide Attempt
   • Bottom Shadow the Hedgehog
   • Top Sonic the Hedgehog
   • Victim Blaming
   • Therapy
   • Medical Torture
   • Lobotomy
   • Blood and Gore

   Summary

   A new batch of scientists join the ARK. One of them likes Shadow.

   Likes him a lot.

   ***

   Extremely slow burn surviving and recovering from child abuse Sonadow.

   Series

   • Part 1 of Shadow the Hedgehog Torment Nexus

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   183,281

   Chapters:

   31/33

   Comments:

   1,265

   Kudos:

   1,072

   Bookmarks:

   182

   Hits:

   40,411

   Bookmarked by vanillasprinklez

   02 Jan 2025