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Ferran Torres POV
After Spain’s defeat to France in the 2026 World Cup semifinal, Ferran returns to Barcelona carrying wounds that have not yet had the chance to heal—and one decision that is already almost final: his transfer to Paris Saint-Germain.
When Pedri finally tries to stop him, everything they have spent years avoiding turns into an argument, a confession of love, and one final night that comes far too late to save anything.
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12 Jul 2026
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After the match against Saudi Arabia and Ferran’s offside goal, he has the bad idea to read the hate comments he receives online, the pressure he’s already used to. Pedri tries to comfort him.
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26 Jun 2026
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Pedri is overworked, and Ferran takes care of him in ways he knows best.
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17 Jun 2026
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sein Blut ist mein Blut by LucreceSayre
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 May 2026
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"All I want," Shane tells him, voice so low it's barely more than a whisper, "is to grow old and gray with you. You don’t get to take that away from me."
"What if I'm never fixed," Ilya protests. "I stay like that. Don’t get better."
"You will," and his lover makes it sound so simple, the truth of it may as well be woven into the very fabric of the universe. "Your life isn't your own anymore, Rozanov. If you want it back, you'll have to pry it out of my cold, dead hands, do you understand ?"
No, Ilya doesn't. But by God, does he want to.
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or, Ilya has spent most of his life suffering at the hands of his brother and yeah, sure, that sucks. He won’t pretend otherwise. But it’s also just pain and at the end of the day, Ilya’s used to it. It’s fine. Honestly. All fine. Until one day, Shane introduces him to the somewhat revolutionary concept that it’s really fucking not.Series
- Part 1 of Cockroaches and Earthworms
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13 Jun 2026
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another day, another struggle by blushgush
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Jun 2026
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Shane Hollander’s hopes for the NHL were ripped from him by an ACL tear and replaced with doctor prescribed opioids at age 18. Four years later, hockey is a distant memory and his days consist of strange men and chasing a feeling drugs can never seem to provide anymore.
Ilya Rozanov’s family returned home to Russia when his father’s mental state deteriorated and the government wasted no time snatching back his work visa. Ilya stayed behind in that godforsaken city to do the only thing he had ever been able to support his family doing: sell dope.
Ilya sees a lot of sad people. Shane sees a lot of horny men. Neither of them are prepared for what they see in each other, and what it means for the boxes they’ve allowed themselves to be put into.
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19 May 2026