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Fuck.
Jon's been saying that in his head for the last hour. Might've muttered it once or twice under his breath, too, though it's hard to tell since the inside of his skull feels like a yard of wet wool (heavy, tangled, and about as useful as tits on a breastplate).
Any man who stands in a smoke-stinking hut north of the Wall, arguing with his own shadow about asking another man for a favor like this, has already ridden past mad. The rest is just details.
Jon has a favor to ask. It's nothing. For Tormund. The problem is that Jon's not entirely sure it is nothing for Jon.
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25 May 2026
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It's In My Blood It's In My Heart by SponsoredByLays
Fandoms: ゴールデンカムイ | Golden Kamuy (Manga), ゴールデンカムイ | Golden Kamuy (Anime)
29 Oct 2025
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If stars could feel, would it be pity that filled them as they got front row seats to Ogata’s life? Perhaps guilt, that they couldn’t intervene? Did even these massive nuclear fusions in the sky surpass him when it came to the conventionality of emotions?
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What if Vasily and Ogata stayed with Asirpa's group for a while? Only for a while, before Vasily coerced his muse into a little side quest adventure. They run away from everything together.
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20 Mar 2026
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"I'm not yours," Ogata's words come quick, too quick. He pulls on Sugimoto's hair violently, forcing his head backwards into his neck so he has to look up at Ogata. "And I will never be. Get that into that thick skull of yours already before you regret it."
Ogata wants to keep his distance.
Sugimoto pulls him closer.
Too close.Bookmarked by phoosee
15 Mar 2026
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lessons learned by barchonok (righteouseyes)
Fandoms: ゴールデンカムイ | Golden Kamuy (Manga), ゴールデンカムイ | Golden Kamuy (Anime)
05 Apr 2025
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Lying sideways on his futon in the dark, Hajime slips two fingers past the ridges of his teeth and presses them down into the softness of his tongue. It’s nothing like the heavy memory of Koito there, the hot alive skin, thump of blood, salt of want, but Hajime presses and presses anyway until he’s gagging, until the still-sore muscle of his jaw complains anew, just to feel something close enough.
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25 Feb 2026
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Ogata remembers - how calm he had felt when he had sent the bullet in his brother's head. The way Sugimoto's fists connected with his jaw and the burning of Asirpa's poison.
But he also knows how Yuusaku's small hand feels in his. He's only waiting for Saichi to remember and replace the lips on his neck with his hands.A glimpse through the years when Ogata is the only one aware of their reincarnation until he isn't anymore.
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16 Feb 2026