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  1. Rec *

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    Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”

    “Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking.

    He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.

    A year after mysteriously dropping out of the 2009 draft, Shane Hollander is signed by the Boston Raiders, right behind Ilya Rozanov. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston — but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.

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    25 May 2026

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    “What is there to talk about?”

    “What’s there to talk about?!” Hollander scoffed, shaking his head. “You’re playing for my fucking team!”

    “I know.”

    “Why did you have to go and get traded?! You realise we’re going to have to see each other every day from now on, and play together, and-”

    “Yes,” Ilya interrupted. He didn’t want to know how long Hollander’s list was. “I know.”

    Hollander took a deep breath. “Okay, listen,” he said. “Just so we’re clear - we don’t know each other outside of playing against each other, right?”

    “Right.”

    “And we can’t- can’t hook up anymore.”

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    OR: Ilya gets traded to Montreal in October 2014. He's lonely, and angry, and he misses Boston. He doesn't know if it helps that Hollander is there or not.

    title from Buckle by Florence and the Machine

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    23 May 2026

  3. Rec 27

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    Единственная вещь, которую эти двое умеют лучше чем играть в хоккей — это делать максимально глупые вещи когда находятся рядом. Всю карьеру враждовали. Всю карьеру спали друг с другом. И вот наконец они достигли пика: пьяные поженились в Вегасе. Или все же нет?

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    13 May 2026

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    Илья просыпается в мире, где его мать жива, потому что он нашел ее раньше, и ее успели спасти. Илья не уехал из России, потому что боялся ее оставить. В этом мире он не знаком с Шейном Холландером.

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    07 May 2026

  5. Rec 3

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    Юна от многого отказалась в своей жизни, в том числе от мечты играть в профессиональный хоккей. Но у нее есть Шейн и Дэвид, и все хорошо. Пока однажды ей не звонит сын с просьбой забрать своего главного соперника из больницы.

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    23 Apr 2026