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Till bends his head down. Somewhere along the way, his Ivan has vanished. Till sweeps Ivan’s wet hair away from his face, smooths his palm down Ivan’s broad chest to feel for the heartbeat thudding slow but solid there. He’s only trembling slightly. He puts his lips to Ivan’s ear.
‘Get the fuck up, idiot.’
Ivan opens his eyes.
In the end, Ivan comes back to Till in the form of a cryogenic chamber. (Or: Ivan and Till get worse before they get better.)
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25 Jul 2026
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"You want to be my ashtray so badly?” he asks, voice low and almost mocking.
Wordlessly, Ivan nods with vigor.
Till hums. “Ivan, open your mouth.”
Ivan holds an unhealthy fascination for Till's smoking habit.
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23 Jul 2026
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Ivan lets out a few pitiful grunts, somehow unable to let out any semblance of a purr. As a kid, Ivan would grit his teeth on purpose, his chin thrumming with the force. You don't have to do all that, Till would say, pausing his own purring. Isn't it only polite? Ivan would ask, jaw clenched. How else will you know that your only friend is enjoying your company? Today, Till reels in his punches. Instead, his tail loops around Ivan's arm at the broken bursts of breath.
"Be good," he says, and Ivan lets out a cough. His head bumps into Till's, ears brushing along Till's. An ache spreads along the point of contact. Till bends his head so Ivan will know to press his fingers there.
"I'm nothing but a gentleman," Ivan replies, voice raspy. His tail flicks behind him, as if he's ready to play.
(Or: The 5 peculiar habits of Cat Hybrid Till's Cat Hybrid Boyfriend.)
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18 Jul 2026
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Ivan breathes a humorless laugh. "I don't know what it is you want from me."
Till furiously snaps back, "I want you to—" before cutting himself off. He takes a deep breath and relaxes his scrunched-up facial features before continuing, quieter. "I'm your best friend. I find you half passed out in some—fucked up garden that you've been coughing up for a year, and I'm freaking out because I don't know what's going on or—or if you'll be okay, and now that I know you're okay, the doctors are saying they can't let you go because you're too damn sick to be left alone!"
His lower lip quivers ever so slightly. Ivan, for his own sake, unfocuses his eyes until Till is only a shapeless blur of colors in the middle of a sea of hospital white.
"I'm your best friend," the blur repeats, breathlessly. "I want you to fucking say something to me."
Hanahaki disease is, quite famously, a condition born from love. Ivan is convinced that his case is the exception to this rule. And when each of his friends inevitably starts catching on to his quickly deteriorating health, everything goes spinning out of control.
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No Shortage of Fears (and Far too Many Wants) by Fmntealeaves
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
31 May 2026
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When Till washes Ivan's hair after they sleep together, Ivan will tilt his face up, lashes fluttering, and just close his eyes. In those moments, Till counts the seconds. It takes two seconds for Ivan's eyebrows to furrow, taut with the exertion of not being able to see what Till will do next. In five, the corner of Ivan's eyes will crinkle, shuddering with a weight that leads men to cower behind closed eyelids. In ten, Ivan will start to squirm, mouth pressing tight before his lips part, and in one single breath, Ivan's eyes will open slowly to reveal a lifetime of heartbreak.
In a twisted game of baton-pass, Ivan's expression of sorrow forces Till to close his own eyes, hiding from the confessions unspoken between them.
Till's been so fucking stupid.
Ivan had been asking for a kiss this whole time.
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