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  1. Public Bookmark 37

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    “Alright.” Caleb took the bait and pulled the chair in front of the bed, turning his back to Essek before he hauled himself up. He played it off, but it took a lot of effort to get up there. Once he was up he let his legs dangle off of either side of the table and pressed his hands flat against the wood. “Seems pretty sturdy to me.”

    Essek shrugged, “I suppose.”

    “Well, if you want to see if it’s really strong maybe you should come up here yourself.”

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    Caleb tests out the durability of his new spell.

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    15 Apr 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 39

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    He wants to kiss every flushed spot on Caleb's body. Wants to make him feel loved and praised and so good that he forgets all his sadness for a bit and just lets Molly take care of him. It's not a solution to anything, Molly knows a bit of sex won't help Caleb through his trauma or help him open up, but Molly still thinks Caleb deserves some time to lose himself in being loved.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    Alucard is taken advantage of and betrayed by the only people he'd bonded with since his friends left. When they return they find a pair of young hunters on stakes and an Alucard that isn't quite like they left him. Now they have to determined what happened and if their friend can be helped.

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    12 Sep 2024

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    In the middle of the aftermath left by life-shattering trauma, Sirius finds Remus, someone who understands better than anyone else ever could. And together, they take turns putting each other back together again when the nightmares of their pasts try to tear them apart.

    (Note: the Non-Con and Violence tags are only there as trigger warnings and indicate PAST and ATTEMPTED events. This does NOT occur between any of the main characters and is ABSOLUTELY not glamorized.)

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    28 Apr 2023

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    A canon-compliant rework and extension of MW2: Reboot.

    Simon was an unstoppable force, but Fate was an immovable object.

    Stationary.

    When you ignore it, and put up walls to secure yourself, it only delays the inevitable. Unavailing. It doesn’t stop it. Moments in time slowly drill their way through, picking an open scab until it turns to scar tissue. It will break your skin until it drains you. You will deteriorate into ashes, scattered by the wind.

    And if you force yourself against Fate, shielded with a lifetime of trauma that you use to protect yourself– you’re forced to recognize why you put the walls up in the first place. Every moment full of agony, abuse, anguish.

    Your walls will crumble, because Fate never fails.

    And as Fate tore the first wall apart, Simon was pushed.

    **EARLY CHAPTERS ARE IN BETA, WILL BE LABELED WHEN UPDATED.**

    CHAPTERS 1-4 UPDATED AS OF APRIL 8TH

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    17 Nov 2022