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    It was easy for Will Byers to fall in love with Mike Wheeler.

    The trouble came when he had to pretend it wasn't real.

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    James stared at the number on the scale. It was higher than last time, what had he been doing wrong? He had skipped meals more than ever, he had taken walks and avoided his friends. He had started this in hopes he'd look as beautiful as Sirius. James was jealous of the way their collar bones stuck out, jealous of the way her hip bones seemed to be trying to poke out of their skin. He knew it was wrong, wrong to feel this way about his best friend. James knew it was wrong to starve himself. But it was better than cutting himself. Right?

    Well, clearly not. James need to skip more, he craved that hallow feeling in his stomach. Food made him want to cry and it made him feel ill. The only downside to trying to make himself perfect for his someone is that he judged all his friends when they ate. James would never say anything out loud but he wondered how they simply ate, not caring about how they looked. And he was jealous of how little Sirius tried to be perfect, how much he ate and still stayed skinny. He resented it, he was so fucking jealous. And James was jealous of Peter. James was jealous of how Peter was confident with his body.

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    “They’re… chaos,” Remus said firmly. “And chaos is—”
    “Rock and roll.”
    He looked at Sirius sharply, and for once, matched his grin. “Yeah.”
    “Maybe that’s my excuse then,” Sirius said. “I cause a bit of chaos now, and maybe one day, it’ll turn into rock and roll.”

    After losing his mother at age eleven, Remus has spent the better part of the last four years bouncing from school to school or else running around London and pretending as though he wasn't the kind of well-bred boy his father brought him up to be. Now, with his chances all run out, Remus is sent to Hawkings Independent School as a last-ditch effort to clean up his act. There he meets the very people who will set up the rest of his life, and is forced to confront the pieces of himself he'd long thought had been lost.

    (genuinely not apologising for the slow-burn in this fic anymore. You've been warned <3)

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