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    “when you say problem,” dr. smith makes another note, “how do you mean, exactly? do you find it difficult to reach orgasm outside of heat?”

    “i find it difficult to reach orgasm at all.”

    dr. smith’s eyebrows shoot up his forehead before he manages to school his expression back into polite, professional curiosity. “when was your last heat, macklin?”

    “three months ago.”

    “and when was your last orgasm?”

    macklin frowns. he wracks his brain, trying to remember. he has a vague memory of being in a hotel room somewhere in new jersey, face down on the bed, screaming into a pillow as he jammed three fingers into his cunt and shook through the first orgasm he’d had in nearly a year.

    “um, six or seven?”

    “…days?”

    “no,” macklin says, “months.”

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    Shane didn’t know losing a bet meant being made to fuck himself raw on Ilya’s fist like a deranged animal.

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    09 Mar 2026

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    Hoodies have always been Shane’s go-to clothing item when his brain is on overdrive and scrambling for safety. He even has a designated hoodie that regulates him better than the others. He can't really explain why it provides him with the sense of security it does, it just does, okay? When he wraps his arms around himself and fists his hands into the fabric, his mind slows and unknots itself.

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    Shane loves wearing Ilya's hoodie.

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    08 Mar 2026

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    A video of Shane sucking Ilya’s dick is leaked. Over the next twenty-four hours, Ilya goes on an odyssey.

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    07 Mar 2026

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    Set during Ilya's 2014 Stanley Cup celebration.

    Shane shows up at Ilya's house after the party, drunk and unknowingly going into heat.

    The plan was simple: surprise Ilya after his Cup party. Congratulate him. Maybe stay the night. What Shane didn't account for was three beers hitting him like a freight train, his heat arriving a week early, or the fact that removing his scent patch on Ilya's porch would make Ilya look at him like that.

    In Shane's defense, it was a really good plan before his biology ruined it.

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    06 Mar 2026