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• calm me down when i lose it by deeluvs

  Fandoms: Men's Football RPF  

  • Not Rated
  • Underage Sex
  • M/M
  • Work in Progress

  26 Jul 2026

  Tags

  • Underage Sex
  • Jude Bellingham/Erling Håland
  • Jude Bellingham
  • Erling Håland
  • Jadon Sancho
  • Giovanni Reyna
  • Lucien Favre
  • Mats Hummels
  • Marco Reus
  • Mark Bellingham
  • Jobe Bellingham
  • Denise Bellingham
  • Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics
  • Omega Verse
  • Self-Hatred
  • Insecurity
  • Implied/Referenced Sexual Assault
  • Omega Jude Bellingham
  • Alpha Erling Håland
  • Protectiveness
  • Mental Health Issues
  • Underage Drinking
  • Borussia Dortmund (Men's Football RPF)
  • Scenting
  • Making Out
  • Pack Dynamics
  • Angst and Hurt/Comfort

  Summary

  Jude isn't an alpha. But he can pretend.

  Unfortunately, Erling notices.

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  7,628

  Chapters:

  2/?

  Comments:

  38

  Kudos:

  435

  Bookmarks:

  76

  Hits:

  3,615

• when your heart hurts, mine does too by deeluvs

  Fandoms: Men's Football RPF  

  • Not Rated
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  15 Jul 2026

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Jude Bellingham/Erling Håland
  • Jude Bellingham
  • Erling Håland
  • Break Up
  • Getting Back Together
  • Smut
  • Rough Sex
  • Situationships
  • Feelings Realization
  • Angst
  • Blow Jobs
  • Body Worship
  • Reunions
  • Size Difference
  • Alternate Universe - No Girlfriends/No Wives
  • Yearning
  • Begging
  • Past Relationship(s)
  • Borussia Dortmund (Men's Football RPF)
  • FIFA World Cup 2026

  Summary

  Jude is very expressive. Erling reminisces on all the pretty faces he used to make.

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  4,898

  Chapters:

  2/2

  Comments:

  33

  Kudos:

  506

  Bookmarks:

  63

  Hits:

  5,308